<3 Happy Happy life

Unexpected

2012-01-05T03:06:00.001+08:00

I'm happy..really happy recently..partly coz it's e holiday season..it's just that sometimes thing are not meant to be..being at e right place at e right time is impt..

I dunno where to let it out to

2011-11-22T15:09:00.001+08:00

K ba..last message..u always ask 你到底想什麽样? But sometimes I dun need any conclusion..I just sorta need this type of things to stop..idk..like I always said..stop, change, n move on..But I dun think I have e rights to tell u that after all these..i dun leave or quit because things are hard..I leave becoz it's no longer worth it..I hope u can become worthy someday..but I feel like u ain't holding on to me..I think e line is unclear becoz I still care..it's nv about letting u go to me..it's always about u not meeting what I want..so it's suffocating to both of us..deep down inside I've always hope things will be better between us..but when it dun..I crack again..it's never as easy as I said bout giving u up..n the part that u dun treasure what we have really pushes me to my limit..it's true..I grab hold to happy moments..n all u an grab hold is grudges u have against me..somehow that kinda influence me to do likewise..so I kinda change lately to the girl who can't stop talking bout e past..even when I try to remind myself of those precious moments..u can't rmb any of them..which just makes everything illusional to me..it feel surreal when I'm e only who remembering details in between us n u dun..mb I'm really delusional to believe u can change..change u? Lols..I'm just rambling..really..I tend of forget e worse parts of my life n selectively choose to rmb e good one..that's how I live by everyday..

Thank you Leen

2011-11-16T02:46:00.001+08:00

Lol..I rmb I mention this name should be exclusive to my usage..but I have not been using it ever since I created it..which is kinda lame..so this post is just meant for ya..since no one else knows who I'm referring to.. =p

Anws..just wanna say a big thanks for my birthday..I was really glad u spent it with me..should have cost u quite a bit >.<..I feel kinda bad n I'm sorta scare it's outta your financial capabilities..you shouldn't spend so much on me..really..especially when I like to eat at restaurant areas..n watch movies..in which..u always agreed to go with me..I'm always afraid that u can't afford it..I really dun mind paying a bit more..so dun stubborn with me when it comes to money..coz it'll hurt me if ya think it's ex n yet still do it coz I want it..lols..ok this post is going e wrong way..

Don't treat me so nicely..lol..unless I can par up to your level..to be able to treat u nicer..if not I'll feel I'm not worth your kindness

Day 1x

2011-11-16T02:28:00.001+08:00

Can't really rmb e exact days alr..is that a good thing? I sorta didn't have e heart to really count ba..I guessed it's a good sigh since I actually care lesser..plus it's been days since I last speak to you..ever since u insists to call to wish me a happy birthday when there really no need to..somehow I thought it would be ok if you dun take any actions for it..but when u actually really don't..lol..it still upsets me like crazy..I've alr knew that this bad ending would happen..but when it comes to really experiencing e bad ending..i really didn't expects that it would bring so much disappointment..so much sadness..which surpass my control of emotions..which sorta proven to me that I dun matter in any form to you..

Seck told me something like keeping a dying flower around and letting it struggle to survive..at e same time..blooming a new flower for urself..whether or not e dying flower makes it in e end..I'll still have a choice to keep it around or not..which totally made a good example of what I should be doing lol..

Seriously..I'm hate it when ppl cause me misery during my exam period..coz all I can focused on is to tape up e hurtful place..hoping it'll hold up..n then wasting my time on holding myself tgt instead of mugging zz

Anws..I still had an enjoyable bdae..although not as grand it would have been if I weren't too lazy to plan for a party..still..I really think that as long as those I cared for..celebrates with me..it will be more than what I can ask for..really..I appreciates it a lot..which just linked back to this one person, which I cared for, failing me on my bdae..which reminds me that he did e same last year..oh well..I should stop revolving my life around you..n that's a life lesson I should learn after becoming legal

Day 6 n 7

2011-11-05T00:50:00.001+08:00

I've alr known the future n all my predictions are coming true..should have known all these will never work out..but I still holds on to hope that it will be ok in the end..I feels like I'm grabbing on to emptiness as time passes..it feels like u preferred e taste of freedom than to be bound by me..so when u r "mending your ways" n being "temporary unavailable"..I'm just "healing my wounds" n "letting go"..I feel it's hopeless to ask someone to change so much..I just dun think ur love for me is that deep enough for u to do so anyway..I dun have e faith in you that I used to have..I dun have e belief that u will change for me anymore..I sorta just stop believing in you generally..I think you kinda failed me too much..lol..at 1 point..I just stop hoping for changes from you..coz nth major happened b4 so I doubt it'll suddenly happen now..just saying..e longer this is..e more faith I lose in you..that's just how the way things should work

Day 5

2011-11-03T02:26:00.001+08:00

Kinda within what I expected ba..if I dun take initiative..neither would u..sometime passion will die down as time passes..so I presume feelings will fade as well..so this is e first day w/o any form of contact..I wonder how long will this last..till e day u would finally let go of me? Coz I dun seems to be wanting to take initiative now..becoz u won't learn to appreciates what u have..I was, obviously, allowing u to overstep e line n make it seems like e way u take me for is acceptable, when it's really not..I really do feel I deserve better..

Day 4

2011-11-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

Silent day..Not even a single word from either of us..how many more silent day are we gonna have? R u having as much of a hard time as I did? As much as I wish I were to be of any significances to u..n hoping that u will have some least bit of sorrow w/o my presence in ur life..there's just so much I can expect from someone who can't tell me e no. Of years we knew each other..or e past thing I have done for / u have done for me..just seems like u dun have e heart to remember anything between us..at least I believe that e bad memories are more likely to be rmb-Ed by u..mb this was y u weren't treasuring what we have tgt..mb..just mb..there's r a lot of maybes in ur life I dunno where I should stand

Day 3

2011-10-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

My head was filled with the word " temporary happiness " u mentioned regarding those days we spent tgt..I still feels kinda hurt..even if it was short..or strictly speaking..twice in so many years of r/s..but I really felt those days were really e most precious moments I had in my memories..e one I really grab to hold on to when I can't breathe in e hardship we have..just to deemed it as temporary happiness stuck me as a shock that u dun take it e same way I did..because e status of those days we had in our heart is obviously in whole different lvl..a lvl so big I didn't expect n kinda really pushes me into wondering if I really did mean any bit of significances to u..becoz that wasn't fake or temporary happiness to me no matter how I looked at it..that was all that we had..or strictly speaking..all that I felt we had..

Day 2

2011-10-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

Maplers are still maplers ba..lols..somehow what happens in rl between us should not be related to e needs in game..I'm quite surprised when u messaged me this morning to ask if ur char was still on..wanted to ask for some stuff In maple from u..but wasn't sure if it was appropriate..but since u started asking me stuff in maple..I just continue from where u left off..seems pretty nice to have just purely maple r/s between us..seriously e line drawn for this "temporary unavailable" status is so blur..where should e line be drawn..I seriously dun feel like overstepping n failed it once again..in e end I might have to repeat e whole thing again some time later..zz

Day 1

2011-10-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

First day on being "temporary unavailable"..woke up missing you n feeling empty..but it was alright since I was occupied with training e 2x event in maple..saw u online e whole day but not training..mb u ain't at home or something..was hoping that I could at least hear something to know if u were ok..but that kinda violates the things we agreed on..so for now..I'll just have to make do with what is left in me

Sample Lifestyle

2011-03-20T13:30:00.004+08:00

My maid came up to me with a hole on one of my favourite shirt today..n that shirt wasn't cheap to begin with..seriously..i have no idea how that hole mysteriously turn up on my shirt..n i swear i never worn it more than 15 times in total -.- sigh..feel so wasted..

It never occur to me to blog while i'm in a happy mood..lols..i'm always in a relatively "i'm going to give u hell" mood or "why can't u meet my expectations" mood when i use typing to calm myself down..lols..so for quite a long period of time..i guessed i was in a good mood for me to stop blogging..haha..but i'm back now~ *for who knows how long*

Anws..life have been so dramatic recently..lols..be it good or bad..it's kinda hard to determine right now..but i'm holding on using my guts feeling..wish me luck on that =)

How?

2011-02-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

How can you even get me to CARE about you ?!?!

My Idol Chasing Journey

2011-01-12T14:04:00.003+08:00

Some people used to ask me..why Wonder Girls?
Well, i dunno it myself..they ain't the prettiest girl group around..
if i go for pretty girls..it'll be SNSD instead..
Then am i looking for unique-ness? No ba..then wouldn't i go for 2NE1?
I mean why girls? why not guys? Hmm..i never said i don't like SHINee or DBSK or etcetc
I like Jo kwon ar...YunHo ar..(the list can go on forever)
But the only idol group that can make me scream in excitment is Wonder Girls.
Tried before..watching other Kpop group doesn't give me the high WG gives me..

i did the whole package of chasing idol thing like : stalking in their hotel lobby waiting 12 hours to see them for like 10 seconds, camping at their performances places overnight, sleep-deprived and chewing on bread for days, queueing like mad kid for their goodies..etcetc
kinda fun at first..but ultimately..it's using time n a lot of $ to buy joy of watching them for like a few seconds..so YiYi says...time to stop doing stuff that's wasting ur life..lols
So this will close the journey of the madness idol-chasing thing.
Doesn't mean i stop liking WG, or Kpop, or the whole music thingie.
Just don't find the need to go to that extreme anymore..lols

A signatured album while catching them alone at the hotel lobby while they're in SG

some items i bought

Actually, My cupboard still got their signatured poster and my wall is pasted with an A2 photo so i can watch them to sleep everynight..lols..kinda phycho in my own way..

Where have YiYi been?

2011-01-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

Here all along~ Busy with this.

i came across this

2010-12-16T15:15:00.003+08:00

I came across these as it was used as wasted paper to wrap my past years papers! Seems like a left-over lecture notes from phys. classes...please read the high-lighted portion..

Sometimes..mutual gender understanding would be nice! Girls are not bitches when they gossip too much..perhaps it's just one not being able live to their expectation and they have to let out their frustration on it? No? lols

My grammer sucks

2010-12-04T23:35:00.005+08:00

I believe this is Lady's Gaga's cat?

Initially wanted to post something in chinese..but it'll seems to take forever to do so..
Anws..i'm always having a grammer breakdown here..lols..when i re-read my post..i can't even understand my sentense structure..it's like i'm blogging for myself to understand..so i thought...mb if i wrote in other languages...it wouldn't be as bad..lols

This few days..due to Mnet ulitmate..a lot of Kpop artists arrived in singapore..finally found out the agony of being trapped at home while the happenings are going on outside....still..i've saved up on this concert to be going to genting for wonder girls.. haha..Yubin~here i come~

Anws..i'm living in the high now..kinda in a good mood this 2 days..
I promise it's not drug, or alcohol, or even sugar rush..
It might be cheese..LOL

My papers are coming..i'm not into the mode of mugging..there was a time when computers dun exist..and that was the time..my grades were good..distractions are poison!!!

ㅎㅎㅎ

2010-12-01T17:48:00.004+08:00

저는 뚱뚱해요.
매일 집에서 자요. 하지만 매일 바빠요. ㅜ.ㅜ

지욘 씨는 사람해요. ㅋ ㅋ 사람했어요.

어똫게?

Double Chocolate chips Cookies

2010-11-28T10:37:00.005+08:00

The other day..i travelled along Douby ghout station..that place was filled with HP wall posters..i think everyone should see this..or perhaps all of u have seen it..totally cool..lols..i wonder how much it costs to put up all these advertisement..seems pretty expensive from the quality and look of it..

Anws..HP is the show to watch now...lols..i've watched it thrice actually..

Anws..i made them on friday..i was totally exhuasted after making them..lols..took me 3-4hours to finish baking all of them..it was a little too sweet though..even after i alr reduced the amount of sugar added in..and i think i should reduce the cocoa powder even more..the cookie seems way too heaty to be eaten in a huge amount at one shot..for those who wanna try..next time ba..after i've improved the alr edited recipe to it..lols..
Maybe before Christmas?

LOL..after these cookies..i feel like making cupcakes now..

My 20th Birthday~

2010-11-24T12:24:00.004+08:00

Actually, i prefer people treating me to a meal instead of receiving present(s)..
Apprantly..no one had given something i would really like in my last 20 birthday..
At least..i thought a meal or what would be more practical..
Anws..i love it when my friends bring me to different places to try out new food =)
Refreshing...lols..but it's nv always good..still..i like to try new food
i'm much happier when i'm eating new stuff..lols
So those closer to me prefer to just eat out together~to celebrate..lols

Anws..my uni mates bought me this..which...i was bit.....lols..i know i'm studying korean..
But i dun really seems to need this?

Kitty..on the other hand bought me this..a tortise cushion? With a secret talent..
of vibrating.....with 2 AA battery..

Right Now

2010-11-18T17:42:00.002+08:00

This is not about Wonder Girls or Maple..it's about me..lols
I'm happy right now..at least..in this moment..
even if the future is not that bright..and filled with unknown that taking every steps is risky..

i still walk through it day by day..

because i'm treasuring now..because now is precious..
i don't need a 10 year plan..yet..lols..i need a right now plan..

and that's to be happy..even if it's to keep both eyes close to the future..

i'll still choose ..... XXX

I believe

2010-11-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

There's a lot things i believe in actually..for example :

i believe that starbucks coffee tastes better than coffee bean
i believe that mcdonalds have better fries than the rest any other fast food outlet
i believe any food with cheese on it will taste like heaven
i also believe if i die in an accident, i will donate all my organs out
i believe i can and will go on blind rages when someone hurts me

Space-out

2010-11-04T17:00:00.002+08:00

So i spend about 3 hours traveling to and fro from school everyday..
10 mins - to walk from home to Mrt
30 mins - For mrt to travel from sembawang to Jurong east
15 mins - To change to green line and get to Boon Lay
30 mins - to get to Bus 179 to get to school
5 mins - walk from bus stop to located class-room/lectures hall
Then same but reversed procedues back home

When it's exams period..i might spend the time on the Mrt mugging away..
However, most of the time i just listen to my Ipod and space out..
sorta like a nice timing to run through stuff/think through complicated problems or issues
Not exactly time efficient..but peak hours train are just too scary..lols
Recently..i formed a bad habit of not checking whether or not i "off" my ipod when not in use..
So it just kept on running till it's batt. flat
So half the time it dead when i wanna use it..
Then i form this new habit of listening to people's conversation..
Well..i can't sleep on the train..its just what's left to do after my ipod is dead?
I know it's rude..coz u tend to stare at the person u r listening to..lols
Ah..how i wish i can get a car...lols..but then again..i wouldn't want a car not bought by myself..

My Boring Life #9

2010-10-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

Anyone disagree with me that window media player sucks?

When people gets bored~

2010-10-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

People tends to get really ridiculous when they're bored..
Like me..who posted 4 post today because i had nothing to do..except the need to study..which i can keep procrastinate..lols..

Important

2010-10-18T12:39:00.006+08:00

How important do you think you are to me?
Well, i seldom listens to what advices people have to say, because i feel that i have my own sets of thinking, and i'm seldom wrong on my choices i've made..lols..
That doesn't mean i dun think about the logic behind the advices people give..sometimes you just have to give me a moment to internalise before i can change to be a better person..

The other day.. i was telling my mum that i haven't turned 20..
She gave me a extremely shocked look and told me i looked too old =.=
Well..it's not my fault that they assume i'm already 20+
Afterall..i behaved like i'm the oldest among all my sliblings..
and i'm the only one who can handle my own financial problem..
and my face just screaming "old" out ..T_T

Anws, after reading siew's blog about wrapping present..i must say..i don't do that
The only presents i've wrapped, are those that my parents wanna gift out
Which i wrapped in unhappiness coz i can't understand what's there to hide under the wrappers since they'll know it sooner or later what that is?
Don't you think by not purchasing any wrappers much more eco-friendly? lols..
So most probably, my gifts are given out in the original plastic/papers bag i bought them in..

Plus, i seldom hand-make items..i know it's more sincere this way..but i kept having this feeling that it won't be as nice as those machined-produce items..i don't even hand-write any form or notes or cards to accompany the gifts..it's not that i'm not good in crafts..i'm pretty awesome at it actually..i just don't feel like doing it..
although..i do still prefer hand-made items..since they're more human-ish and i like to feel the warmth/effort the person have given me..

Ok..don't ask me why i dont do it..i just don't assume people to treat me back the way i treat them..or vice-versa..
it's just like i keep replying short one-worded sms-es to people..which annoys them and yet when they do it back to me..i'll feel hurt because it seems like they can't be bothered to spend more effort/time typing other content..lols..
that's why human beings are the most complicated thing on earth..

Blue Blood

2010-10-18T12:10:00.005+08:00

When you speaks of blue blood..people always assumes it comes from aliens/monsters.
Or just avatar~ lols.. Came across this show named: blueblood ..so i thought of writing this post
Truth is..when you speaks of blue blood..i think of horse-shoe crabs~
Yes. horse shoes crab have blue blood because their blood is copper-based..
While most of our mammals blood are iron-based..which makes them red..
Iron-based blood are more efficient in carrying oxygen i suppose..

Anws..extraction of their blood is to drain it straight from their heart..
Sounds curel, but they'll survive with 2/3 of their blood left..lols..
thought there's a 10+% mortaility rate~
Their blood cost bout $15,000 per 1 qt..

Which is use to test for medical products for to test for bacteria which can be fatal to humans..
In short, be thanksful to horseshoe crab the next time you take a vaccine..
Their blood are the one that actually saved your life~

JYJ who?

2010-10-18T11:46:00.003+08:00

Anws..had a free ticket to JYJ singapore showcase from my friend the other day..
Since it was free..lols..i can't really expects good seats..ended up seating at the very sidemost/last row..lols..it was so far away that i couldn't even read the words flash on the screen.. and JYJ look like a 10 cm talk figure jumping around..

The only words i saw was "The journey is just beginning"
Well..it ended with~ Jun Su saying :"Always keep the faith!!!"
Then i was like..isn't that tvxq quotes..lols..i thought they shouldn't use it since they're JYJ..
Ah..nvm..but it was just 5or 6 songs and a lot of interview timing..lasted only 1 hour..
Yet i think almost 6/7k people turn up..with the sea of red lightsticks..
Cool in a way though~ to seat back and watch other people idolising their idols..
then realise how ridiculous u can be while u r doing that..haha..

My Favourite TV Couple

2010-10-14T12:13:00.008+08:00

Adam Couple from We got married..havent seen such perfect couple pairing for quite a while
Jo kwon and Ga-in are practically made for each other..
some people might love them because they're the funny couple around..

but i love them just because they "love" each other so much..lols
It's cute to watch jo kwon being this cute little brother to Ga-in all the times..while stepping up to be her *man* when she needs him to be..he's a very passionate lover..
Ga-in on the other hand..being very mature and rational in the relationship..yet very very sensitive to jokwon internally and take great care of him..

So when u add them together..

Who can resist the man made to be a perfection for girls.
Edward cullen..lols..you are created to fit the needs of bella..lols

If you've read the novel..u can feel how eternal love and sacrificial put into act..

Touched my heart so many many times no matter how many times i read that series

Charmed : Leo and piper. An angel and a witch. Which indicates that love has no boundary.
This is a old drama series..but i couldn't leave it out..they're just too cute together..lols

Not those type of american drama where divorcees are everywhere..it's more of "eternal love" here as well..haha

Grey's Anatomy : Meredith Grey and Dereck Shepherd.

Took them 5 seasons to be finally married. While to me..this is the pair that went through thick and thin together. They have been through so much so that the list can go on till tomorrow morning. To me, this is my top couple. A pair that fought so much to be together. What people typically call "fiece-lessly fighting for / to love" It's like no matter how bad or how twisted one can be..love can cure everything.
Love that enables them to really die for each other..very admirable..

However, tv series are still made of what the audience demands..

Going back to reality..i doubt such heavenly love will occur..lols

I

2010-10-09T22:39:00.004+08:00

If my brain is capable of screaming my thoughts out loud..i would seriously loved it..
at least for now..lols..coz there's so much things to say and yet so much constrains to consider..

Tired

2010-10-08T00:21:00.005+08:00

Do you know..when people are tired..they get irritated easily?
well..gratz to me..I'm those type..and my body reacts instantly when i don't sleep well..
It gives me a bad headache if i dun reach a decent amount of rest..
Panadol or coffee will usually give it a short relief..
but long term wise..sleeping is all that matters..

Aiya..recently i knew something about a compulsary course call DIP (design and innovation project) -.-
Haiz..seriously..i didn't know uni would be that hard..
ok..i know and i've seen in those type of newspaper about uni undergrads winning competition/creating/innovating new items and such..
perhaps i am too naive enough to believe that ..those stuff have nothing to do with me..at all..
i never expect my brains to be smart enough to design or innovate any shit =.= what am i suppose to do at all?
i guess i was wrong again ._. i should have just go to poly after my "Os"
Now my brain..just can't stop running through the endless list of stuff needed to be done..
and yet, i am reluctant to do..
*ya da ya da ya da* i can go on complaining forever..
some people don't like people that complains and don't use the time to act on it..well..i'm acting on it..who say i can't complain while i try to solve the issue? get use to yiyi's lifestyle..lols
afterall..there's no such thing as unsolveable problems in life..

Someone told me a few weeks ago..that if i know something gonna hurt..
then just don't see it..don't hear it..and then pretend nothing had happened..
at least..i think i'll feel better after that..lols..
But you see..if i know what's happening and yet..i still pretend and purposely don't look/think in that direction..
Am i just living in denial? Sounds stupid..but i'm doing that..lols..
Then when someone give me a push to look at that issue..i'll snap..like an over-stretched rubberband

Ah..so when you read to this point..i doubt you can understand anything i'm typing..
but that's the point..lols..it's not suppose to be clear..some things are just better off left this way..
that's reality..face it..

Times like this..usually watching WG will cheer me up..you know why im obessesed with them now? LOL
They're antidol to depression~

I don't like it when...

2010-10-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

1. People msn-ing me and talking nonsense while i'm watching a show..
Yes i dont mind gossiping and i love chit chatting around..
it's just not when i'm emotionally attached with the story of the show i'm watching..
it annoys me..when the orange light wouldn't go away..
well..that gets to another point..how would you know that i'm watching show?
which links to being at the right place at the right time..lols~ good luck on that..

2. People ignore my messages via sms or msn
Well..i'm not those type who text a lot..or replies people a lot..
unless i'm not too close with that person..i'll reply them because it's only polite to do so..

My friend told me that i "self-acknowledge" sms-es most of the time..
Something like understanding the content and self-replying..
Ex: " dinner at 7pm later tonight?"
then i'll be mentally thinking "ok"..w/o replying anyone..lols
Even if it's not that case..i take days to get back to someone

So when i do text people..it means i showered that sms with L.O.V.E and C.A.R.E
Hence, when people ignore it, i'll get seriously upset because my love was treated like trash..
:(

3. Children screams
Simple : i'm not too fond of children, especially grown ups with a child's mentality..lols

4. People lie to me..lols..
said it a lot of times, paper just cant wrap fire..
and i don't see any reasons why, any lie is require to resolve anything
Honesty is the best policy

Ah...that makes sense

2010-10-05T00:20:00.002+08:00

What are men to girls~

What are girls to man~

HappyYubinDay~

2010-10-04T23:55:00.009+08:00

On this day, 4th Oct ..is an extremely special day
Since it's the day, Kim Yu Bin decended to earth 22 years ago. My forever no. 1 idol~
If there isn't Yubin rocking my life~ I won't be madly in love with K-pop as well~
So i shall start off this post for this awesome rapper from the Wonder Girls
Best wishes to this cutie babe~

Apprantly, after some random guy introduce to me some random website..(u know who you are)
i manage to purchase my Lady Gaga's heartbeats afterall..arrived last saturday..a lot faster than i expected though..since it's like shipped from the US..only took 2 days..lols..afterall i paid like $36 USD for shipping itself ._. kill me..lols

Anws..loved the design..lols..
i'm kinda spending way more than i should after i got the "UOB" lady's sub card from my mum ._.

Firstly, i do pay all by myself. The whole idea of having a credit card is to shop w/o cash
So when you don't physically hands out the $, the impact is not that big.
Especially now that i can buy a hell lottas stuff just by clicking..lols

P/S: Quoted from a friend : It used to be..which k-pop idol is coming..now is..which k-pop idol haven't come yet?
Aish..stop the fever for a while..my pockets are dried!

Manga Fever

2010-09-30T08:33:00.003+08:00

Did you guys know..i collect Manga..(well..used to)
I still do now..just not as much..only continued those series i loved a lot

I have hundreds of them..All stored..erm..in my cabinet..but apprantly 1 cabinet isn't enough..lols
I did a rough estimate..i actually spent thousands of dollars on it.. =.=
well..it's spread across a good no. of years..
initially..my mum wasn't too happy about my interest..everytime a new manga turns up in my house..
she'll scream/nag at me..but she kinda stopped after realising that i wouldn't stop buying just because she's mad..
That was after like a good whole year of new Manga appearing every single week..lols

Before computer became popular..Manga was my souce of entertainment..
I dunno bout u..but i like to collect stuff i like..so i really spend half my expenses on these collection of mine
The papers are turning yellow though.. =(
I just thought that people who likes anime will naturally like Manga..isn't it?
Afterall..all anime are adapted from popular Manga..

P/S: Love Miss A - breathe
The song is so fresh and cute and catchy..and it only gets nicer everytime i hear it

My haunted Laptop

2010-09-29T10:18:00.004+08:00

Lols..seriously..my laptop has a lot of issues with the Standby / Shutdown mode
I think my cute pinkie lappie is against the idea of ME switching it off
For the pass few months..it has went against my will and auto-restarts by itself..
I seriously think the OS has some problem..lols
It's like even if i click the standby mode, it'll re-activate by itself in a moment or so..
Then people will start MSN-ing me while i'm not around..
It happened again last night..i remembered Standby-ing it and went for an early bed at 8pm
Then at 10 pm, i was woken up by the Annoying MSN sound..
U know the sound when people talk to you? yar..(i don't like getting woken up)
So u can guessed how annoyed i was..lols..

So to my cute Lappie : can you please go to sleep when i put you to bed..and stop waking up? =)

Beats ear piece!!!

2010-09-27T22:55:00.004+08:00

Anw..i was drawn to Dr. Dre Products recently..
If you dunno what's/who's that? They just produce the best headphones on earth..lols
If you have not realise..a lot of Pop-icons are seen with Dr.Dre headphone..
They even custom-made for celebrities as well..
Big names like Jay-z/kelly clarkson etc all owns this..

Anw..they only celebrity endorsed item they selling to the public is the heartbeats designed by Lady GaGa
I remembered spotting this earpiece in one of her MV..at that time, i thought it was really cool and unique~

Anw..my idols..e WG~ just received their custom made (sponsored) Wonder Beats headphone not long ago..
Then YuBin tweeted today with this head set..which is the Beats "Pro"
Which is not suppose to be on sales yet? Lols..guess celebrities really have their power..lols..sponsored again?

Ok..i'm not really looking for headphones..
But! they do produce 2 types of ear pieces..and one of it is the pic u seen above (heartbeats)..which cost around $170
Very expensive..but i think it's worth every cent for it's excellent sound quality..
Branded headphones ..lols
So just when i made up my mind about purchasing it !!!
I realise the website only made sales available to U.S
Haiz..T.T

Virtual Idol 初音未来 " Thanks giving concert"

2010-09-27T22:40:00.001+08:00

I came across this recently..LOL
I didn't know a concert can be held this way..or even exist in this form..
i mean seriously..technology is so awesome nowadays..im so so so amazed!!!
alright..I'm moving to Japan now! hahaha~

SAD!! My e-mail died!!

2010-09-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

Awful day today..
My old msn died on me..even after resetting my password twice..it doesn't work..
I brought my account to see doctor. microsoft window live
Apprantly..he said there's too much unused accounts in my msn..sending viruses to me
Then my poor account buai tahan..so..it broke down
and it's suppose to be fixable but i can't fix it T.T
even after reading through the recovery manual x10 times ._.

I'm saying Bye Bye to my 10 years worth of friends..
Argh..i feel so lost without it..so insecure..like i can't get in touch with people anymore T.T
People reach me through MSN more than my phone
(coz i seldom reply my sms-es/pick up my call)
Not to mention how many accounts on different websites i register using that mail!
ARGH!!! it's like pressing the Auto Reset to my social life..T.T

So my main point is~ add me back on justfortwy@hotmail.com everyone!

Typing 한국어

2010-09-25T01:13:00.007+08:00

Ah..just learnt how to type in korean yesterday! Ha! So cool!
Though it takes like 30 secs for each character -.-

But anws..if u guys don't understand..you can goggle translate it..lols..i do that all the time~
With my limited vocab..i shall type some thing!

안녱하세요.
- 어머니 사량해~
- 원더걸스 좇아요~
- 유빈언니 예뻐요~

anws..i talked to my mum about itouch4 today..
she was like.."how much?" and i was in total shockness..lols!
Well..there's a differences between "how much?" and a "no" right to my face..
how much = can consider buying
Didn't expect it to be THAT easy..then it made me guilty..=.=
Since u know..i bought that ipod nano not that long ago..and it's suppose to be the lastest at that time..now it's like antique..lols..not that it's not useable..but it's just a waste buying a new one..
Moreover, technology is changing so fast! i bet e itouch4 be outdated in a year or so..
So i told her quickly.."actually i didn't really want it that badly lar"..lols
And i continued " but i confirm!!! i really really wanna buy iphone!"
Then she was like.."when's your contract ending?"

ARGH! i think she's totally mad nowadays..it was never that easy a year back..
Most probably i would have to pay for it myself + beg them for permission to buy!
Now she's like cai shen ye spreading her wealth=.=
Which is so unbelievable..

Tissue Issue

2010-09-24T10:35:00.001+08:00

The bin in my room is always filled to the brim with used tissue..
Kinda average bout 20-30 ply of tissue per day..so it's about 1 box per week?
i can't help it..tissue is like part of my life since i was born..

well..i goggled on what cause this tissue issue on me.. and i got this!

Sinus!
Sneezing is your body's way of cleaning out the passages and discharging irritating particles like dust pollen . blah blah blah ( skipping all the technical terms )

Solution: Have something warm and get your body warmed up..blah blah blah..

No wonder it always gets better after i ate my breakfast..Ah ha!

If only i sneezes as cute as this little thingie!
Here's the famous sneezing panda video~

when i grow up?

2010-09-21T19:39:00.004+08:00

when i was 5, i spend my child hood in the wilder-ness..
climbling up mountains and mountains of stock boxes in my parents office

when i was 10, i wanted to become a teacher/lawyer/doctor..
So much for brain-washing from my parents that one can only be sucessful when u r one of those~

when i was 13, i hated my curly hair who couldn't stop curling..
it's genetic..i can't help it..

when i was 16, life got a little better financially..
I got a childhood..lols..as a poor kid..poor but loved!

when i was 17, i fell in love for the first time..
lols..sweet memories always passes..

when i was 18, my year of growing up
understood so much about my purpose of living..
it's like i grew up internally to be capable to see the world in a new angle..

when i was 19, i went all mad for chasing idols..

when i was 19 1/2, troubled with school work..

so when i turn 20~ hohohohohoho~
Lately i'm thinking whether i should buy myself a itouch?
Or get a iphone later on?

Korean and K-Pop Night

2010-09-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

I took up Korean lesson recently, one as a subject in NTU, one in a nearby community center
LOL..it's freaking hard..not just the ordinary "Ah, Or, Oh, Wa, Wo" pronouncication u see from the dramas or heard from the songs.
It's lols..just hard..there's these words which i must speak with
"k, and kkkk, and kkkkkkkzzzz" or "p, ppp, and bbbbbbb" etc etc
that sound all the same to me =.=
and i'm spit-ing saliva around trying to pronounce it

P/S: i bought the K-Pop night tickets, after......so much consideration..
Taeyang! Here i come! SHINee..wait for me!!!
Sold an extra ticket at $150..lols

Back to blogging~

2010-09-19T21:33:00.003+08:00

Went to twitter for a moment..now i'm back to blogging..*not that i'm quitting twitter*
But i have to say..twitter is more enjoyable..since it's interactive with people xD
And for me..a place where i can get updates from my idols..since it's the trend for them to communicate with fans through twitter~Haha..
Anws..blogging is more of writing my life in a long paragraph..and twitter is just in a 1 line summary
But apprantly a lot of people are still not using twitter..i guess i'll keep people updated about me through blogging as well..assuming that there's still people reading..lols..
Secret lurkers are encouraged to remain as secret lurkers!

Anws..Resident evil : afterlife was released recently..anyone who haven't catch it..you should seriously do it!
Afterall, it's just another "must see" 3D film after avatar..
Did i mention i'm a super duper freaking big fan of this show? Lols..
I think i've rewatched all of the 4 film at least thrice each..totally awesome show..
Can u imagine Milla Jovovich is actually 35 this year!! Lols..i thought Ang moh is suppose to age faster than asian?
Why don't i see any sign of aging in her? well, i'm a tiny fan of her since her lead role in the "fifth element" movie =p

Ohoh..did anyone watch this show? It's a new korean drama series, well, might be a little childish for some people..
But to me..this show is way way too cute and heartwarming to be missed..
Well, the title says a lot about the storyline u should expect..except the fact that i'm predicting either a very good ending, or a very bad one.. T.T i seriously hope there'll be a good one..if not tears will never stop flowing from my eyes..lols
I 100% positively loved it..lols..this series is near it's ending!!!
Shin Min Ah..the lead female..totally gorgeous..i think no one can fit the role as well as she does..she's so adorable in her character..hahaha..

Anws..school have started for me..kinda busy busy like a bee around..but u know me..never really too serious enough to seat down and juggle my school work with (doing a lot of annoying-non-stop-can't-stop) stuff with the net..haiz..that's explains a lot bout my grade..lols..
Not exactly good..but wasn't bad enough to make me repeat my course -.- should i be grateful for that?
Well, i always thought that i should enjoy my life while i can..but looking at my friends who graduated from poly struggling to find a job in their study-related area..kinda covered my future with unbearable dark clouds..lols
I had this friend who studied in Media and unable to find a job in that area..end up looking for a job at admin? lols?
Media and admin is like heaven and hell..
So much for engineering ar..lols..i don't needa be filthy rich..but at least a pay decent enough to get my life moving on..

Off to Twitter

2010-07-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

LOL..so after 1 year +..i'm quitting blogger on my 176th post!
So..i'm kinda shifting to twitter =P
KK..so if u guys wanna leave me messages n such..use twitter..lols
It's relatively easy to use..so keep up with the trends ppl~
follow me @xD_YiYi on twitter

Finding the finishing line

2010-07-18T02:26:00.002+08:00

I feel like i'm about to reach the finishing line..lols..
I'm looking for a fresh start soon..hopefully a good one will come..
So about in a month from now..my decision will be reached..
Though it might be painful..but..i feel it's better this way..
Just have to make up my mind and stick through with it =X

I'm mad

2010-06-29T17:26:00.003+08:00

Well..there's only 1 reason for my madness-.- N u all should know who i'm doing that for..lols
Especially after knowing that a lot of teenager (still schooling) fans will not turn up due to the overpriced tickets..it's now up to those who-still-can afford fans to support my idol~
My tickets is actually at discounted price for using OCBC debit/credit card~ orginal price was $178..Usually a $178 would fetch a extremely good seats in concert hall (If u r an early bird)
But! $178 for a free standing ticket =.= i thought twice/thrice...hundreth times b4 buying
I've been to the showcase for WG for appox. 2000 ppl a few weeks ago..it was HELL~
This concert can hold up to 10,000 ppl..just think about the human-squashing involved..aish!

Anw..Singfest 2010
3rd August : Pop Music
4th August : R&B Music
5th Music : Rock & Roll Music
It's $178 per day~ Not $178 for 3 days -.- This is what i'm pissed about..lols
But each day last appox. 7 hours..so i'll see how it goes..haha

The problem with free standing ticket is that..if i'm buying this to stand behind rows and rows of ppl..i would rather relax at home and watch it from youtube..so in order to make it all worth it..queue-ing overnight @ the venue is absoutely required to obtain a good spot, n good spot to me = front row against the bars..other than that..it's not good..lols

So after gaining one experience of queue-ing overnight @ Marina Sands expo..
I came up with a list of "die also must bring yet no one thought of it" items~
1. WET! Tissue
ability to wipe of anything..n it's refreshing to ur skin when u r all sweaty n dirty..it's also a lot more hygenic if u use one b4 consuming any stuff
2. Deodourant
try not to stink everyone off..especially because u can't bathe for like what? more than 24hours
3. Panadol/gastric pills
u r practically living off bread and water..and u r under the evil hot curel UV ray-emitting sun
It's pretty easy to get sick..so some medication can seriously save u if u ever get ill
4. Plastic Bags
This is ridiculous..but u'll appreciates it when u can use it to seat down on dirty/wet ground..it's impossible not to rest throughout the 27/28 hours
+ u can use it to throw away ur rubbish..when the concert is starting..lols

I can tell u..queue-ing is 100% not fun..ur mood will get worse n worse as time passes/when u get more n more tired..conflict between ur "group"will occur..yesh..u can't queue alone..it's like hell for me..lols..i'm having nightmare on queue-ing for concert since then..it's true..
But anws..it's all worth it..when u r able to stand at the best spot where everyone is envy of when the concert starts..
though..due to all the non-stop hyena screaming..u can't really hear much of their singing..well..besides the blasting loud bass from the background music..it's different from a Fan POV and from the perfect (scream-ing eliminated, bass-blasting eliminated n sound quality improved) live showcase u seen from TV..a new kind of experience for me =p
I'm enjoying every minute of my fandom~

chicken soup

2010-06-28T13:33:00.006+08:00

Ok..recently, someone recommend me to read up on chicken soup, in which i borrowed from e library ..it's suppose to be inspiring? as in trigger some positivity in oneself..
i'm not a fan of "self-help" books..but since i'm open to new stuff..i did try..
Just that, I dun change because i read something that suppose to be inspiring..
but i dun find it triggering up any stuff in me..in fact..i find it kinda annoying..

Science and Math is a belief..a belief in facts that u can see or touch..then there are those who believe in more~ and that's where religion steps in..
There's a thing bout christian..they're exceptionally kind ppl..they are the ppl who rise about all others..which sometimes..impresses me..the teaching from e bible n the belief in jesus is what mould them into beautiful souls..Beautiful soul i would like to archieve..at some point in my life..(i think..but i'm know i'm not cut out for it) n that's goes out to prove that the bible is the no. 1 selling books of all time.
Chicken soup, to me is like, a bible in story form..lols..sry that i'm not a christian..but it's no different from my mum telling me everyday to be a good person in life..
I know i have to be good person n i certainly do not need anyone to tell me what to do and how to live to be a good person..if i were to be shape like everyone else and be taught through book? then what makes me, "ME"?

Yoobin ar~

2010-06-19T10:50:00.002+08:00

There's so much to say~ But a picture says a thousand word~ So xD

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

2010-06-14T18:44:00.001+08:00

Did i mention? Lady Gaga has reach a new level of unique-ness..lols
Pre-warning: erm..dun view the video if u're gonna judge it..it's a little extreme for me also..but it's just soooo freaking GAGA..
According to ppl..there're parts where it's contradicts certain religion..n it kinda offended them
Like : Gaga devours the rosary beads is meant to represent "the desire to take in the Holy."aish..too long to explain..u can research urself if u're interested..lols
But as long as i support her..i'll support whatever genre of music she produces..though i do like the song itself a lot more than the MV..lols..

P/S: WONDER GIRLS IS REACHING IN HOURS!!!!!
I'm FREAKING OUT!!!

Recently

2010-06-12T02:36:00.003+08:00

1. Got super addicted to a variety show call " Family Outing" *season 1*
It's so hilarious that i can't breathe properly~I thought i was gonna die coz i can't stop laughing~

2. Bought a new 14.1 megapixel super light but soso-looking camera! I'm super happy with it though

3. Beginning to teach tuition and got amazed by how easy earning this is..lols

4. Quitted Maple..i thought i will never get over it..but i did anyway

5. Geared myself up to see Wonder Girls for the first time in real life!
~Music Showcase ticket (checked)
~Meet n Greet autograph session ticket (checked)
~HD video taking Camera (checked)
~Wonder girls "2DT" album (checked)
~Yoobin Banner (checked)
~Rest my lungs well enough to scream like mad for them (checked)
~Rest my body well enough for a 3 days non-sleep stalking camp (checked)
~Get WG's flight shedule (still unknown) !!!!!
~Prepare lottas buns and water *aish~sounds so pathetic*

This is my first experience being a full-time fan !! I'm so excited..n i can't stop jumping up n down whenever i think of this day!!
*The post is written in purple to delicate this to WG*

My New Job

2010-06-02T00:55:00.004+08:00

Ok..overall..i'll say it's a great part time job..since it's like..
you can turn up whenever u want with, there's no fixed timing and there's nobody there to supervise you..lols..so i get paid by the no. of surveys i completed with e suveryor through phone..(p/s: e one i'm doing now is $4 per piece)
So including all the rejects i get/can't get through/complains and non-related stuff i'm hearing about during e survey..i can get about 4 surveys done in an hour..Ok..

Firstly..when people slams their phone on me..i'll get a bit hurt..lols..i was speaking nicely ok!!Moreover..these people actually agreed to be surveyed previously..n that was why i was given their no. to call and to be surveyed..i mean if they're not free at that moment they can tell me mah..They're so rude..seriously zero manners..but..tsk!!..i'm getting use to it now..No use caring bout rude morons who can't hold a proper conversation..

Secondly..my voice gets kinda rough after 2 hours or so..N i didn't know your voice will actually change when it gets tired -.-" it's like singer going outta tune when singing..my voice goes outta tune when i'm speaking..n i'm 100% positive that i didn't do anything to change it..it's automatic! Lols..so someone told me on the phone today, that i should seriously drink some water b4 i continue..i was like..lols..i know..sorry bout that..obviously that person was concern bout how weirdly/dorkily i sounded -.-
But anw..i'm happy with e short working hours n yet highly paid job..lols

P/s: Starting to give tuition this sunday..hope my rusty brain is still working well

My Boring Life # 8

2010-06-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

I have a problem with spelling Pasir Ris, don't ask me why..i have no idea as well..
It can't seems to register it's spelling into my brain

So i always end up with Paris...paseris..pa siris? Eh..*wth* how to spell ar?!?!

IT Fair

2010-05-27T15:54:00.005+08:00

Heyz..i just checked it out..june IT fair is 10-13 (thur~Sun)
Sooo..R>PPL who wanna go on spending spree with me~LOLOL
Most probably going on thur/Fri..i'm scare of crowds~
Ohoh..my mum applied a visa sub card for me..so i can go shopping!!!
Actually..she just need me to help her get a lap top which is suitable for a computer-idoit like her..lols..N i wanna get a solid camera for my family (p/s: it's mine..but since my mum voluteered to pay) i'll labelled it as "My Family"..lols..but most probably it's "MINE"!!!
Anw..i'm helping her to explode her credit card limit..lololols..
I'm just joking..she trusted me~ so i must control control..

e only reason she apply that card is to let me shop for her at e IT fair..
I'm 101% positive she'll terrified of any kind of fair..she went twice..once to electronic fair n once to IT fair..n ended up with severe headache later on..well..i can't understand "old ppl"/aging-prone illness..but i'm glad i got a visa card..
Visa = online shopping!!! Hahahaha~
Of coz..it includes the.."what u spend, u die die also must pay me back rule"

My Boring Life # 7

2010-05-26T16:08:00.001+08:00

As much as i love getting new shoes,

I hate is just as much,

because it never fails to give my feet endless blisters!

Wonder Girl's Fever

2010-05-25T13:06:00.004+08:00

The fever is still on n burning hot within me~

They might not be the prettiest, they might not be the best singers,

they might not be the best dancers..

But Wonder Girls are the most hardworking group you can find..

No one tries as hard or work as hard as they do..
I'm 101% touched by their Wonders~

Saranghaeyo Wonder Girls~
Saranghaeyo Yoobin

[M/V]Wonder Girls_2 Different Tears_Korean

2010-05-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears album is out with 3 language~ English, chinese n Korean! Well..the korean version do sound e best though..

Omg..can u see how hot yoobin is..she just reached another whole new level of Sexy-ness! Gosh~She's just exploding with "Hot-ness" from her every pore!!!

The System

2010-05-15T14:25:00.003+08:00

I have to admit..i'm a little messy..ok..maybe a little more than a little..
My queen size bed..usually half of it is filled with my stuff..ex: my notes/my bag etc
Heyz..it's too big for myself anyway..i only needed half for sleeping..lols
N my table..lols..it's like u can find practically anything there..stationary..panadol..hand sanitizer..contact lenses..sweets..water..n multiple wires of different kind (like ipod/mouse/external hard-dish/ear piece etcetc)
aiya..most probably anything i needa survive on is in 1 place..
But..i do have a system of where i leave my things..so it's not messy in a way that i won't be able to find my things i needed it..it's just a system where people other than myself can't see!
So in conclusion..i'm not a messy person..lololol!!

wonder girls vs snsd dance battle 071228

2010-05-14T20:59:00.003+08:00

Dedicated to my lovely Ruth dardar~ Lols..

A dance battle when they're still rookie at 2007!! Enjoy~

P/S (to ruth) : I can regonise TaeYeon , Yoona, Sunny, Tiffany, Jessica n Soo young currently..working on it dardar! LOLs..

P/S 2: Saranghaeyo Yoobin! Saranghaeyo Wonder Girls!

My side bar is longer than my post -.-

2010-05-13T04:25:00.005+08:00

Ok..the problem is this..my side bar has too much items n content..it's actually longer than my post..so it kinda irritates me a little..so i shall decrease my 3 line summary posting method..n start writing some long winded story to fill up my blog~

So let's start by telling u that i went shopping for shoes with beanie a few days ago..there wasn't any size for those design i liked..aish! Well..beanie on e other hand..bought 3 pairs! Apparantly her rare tiny feet of size 5 have a lot of stocks left..
Anw..i just watched ip man 2 in threate..lols..e plot is about e same as e first one..
In summary : he said: They might be a status differences in People..But e dignity of people are equalize..and one should learn to respect one another for that..(or something along that line)
Hmm..if they continue to come up with e same thing..i don't think i'll be interested anymore
No point by keep making sequel on e same thing..getting boring ya know

But anw.. talking bout sequel..Resident evil 4 is coming up round sept..Lols..i'm so excited
Now that's something that'll keep my blood pumping around! I love gore~
E trailer is out somewhere on e web alr..lazy to post here..but do check it out!

Yoobin in her latest photo shoot

Most impotantly, Wonder Girls ( 2 Different Tears) album is launching This Sunday! Yesh! Yoobin! Saranghaeyo! Hopefully this comeback for wonder girls isn't too late =p Lols..i won't expect anyone to understand a super Fan feeling..but i would die just to take some pictures with them or even a tiny autograph!

My Boring Life #6

2010-05-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

I've decided to go out and look for a part time job.

It has always been easy for me,

Since i'm not a picky towards any kind of jobs and my level of tolerating nonsense is quite high. Lols~

YooBin~

2010-05-09T02:10:00.004+08:00

Saranghaeyo sexy Yoobin!

My Boring Life # 5

2010-05-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hates it when,

People don't take initiative towards things,

they're suppose to do.

My Boring Life # 4

2010-05-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

Oh, I love Yoobin recently.

Then, I love my Mum at times.

But, I love my ipod at all times.

My Boring Life #3

2010-05-07T16:53:00.001+08:00

I eat when i'm hungry.

I sleep when i'm tired.

There's no clock system running in my body.

My Boring Life #2

2010-05-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

I Love Wonder Girls~

Ruth like SNSD!

So we stand on different side of the road. :(

My Boring Life # 1

2010-05-06T16:55:00.002+08:00

I felt tired.

So i laid on my bed.

And i fell asleep.

YiYi's Style for drifting~

2010-04-23T04:17:00.004+08:00

In case u r wondering bout drifting as in..car drifting~ I'm not..i ain't about to throw away my new lisence..lols
Anw..it's about my style of drifting away from people..lols..it's really easy for me..seriously
All it takes is just a reason for people to stop meeting each other..
When that stops..i made no effort to savage n try to take initiative to remain in contact with anyone..lols..
i think i sucks..lols

Oh well..fear n uncertainity grow exponentially when people dun contact with each other..
U dun get updates on their life..u dunno what's going on with each other~
I've gotta say..when u start to hear from people once again..the fear drop by half..
n when u getta see each other..the uncertainity is cut by half again..

Stop Telling Me life is easiler when you're studying

2010-04-21T10:22:00.003+08:00

Apprantly it's not..life sucks..i rather be working instead of studying..
Don't tell me it's because i've never step into the harsh reality of the working society b4 or whatever..
Coz i did tried working part time in etc etc places before..n i wouldn't say i was exactly happy there..
But $ were streaming in..n i'm stress free..note: Stress Free is the impt word there
Life as a student sucks big time..other than endless hours studying in sch..
There's like endless assignment n project to be completed..
Other than that...exams is like the final judgement u have for ur entire life as a student
Seriously..what's the point in stressing myself so badly mugging over shit that doesn't makes much sense
Example: Doing calculus in Mathematics..Application in life? Ans: (Zero)

Now i'm seriously doubting my purpose of getting a degree..erm..more like a degree with a honours..if not..what's e point?
My only motivation to do well now is because i dun feel like wasting my parents $..
Really..it's very expensive to study a tertiary education -.-
Now i'm probably hoping n wishing that if i graduates..it'll be all worthwhile
+ I believe that pay is proportional to the amount of stress u r given at work..
So getting more pay with my higher lvl of education? Is really what i wanted? more stress? LOL

Anw..let's see if world really do ends in 2012..lols..btw..i don't believe in it just like i don't believe in god
But anw..i pass my driving lisence~anyone here to congratulate me?

ME

2010-04-15T17:32:00.005+08:00

Ok..just updating..i know it's april alr..n i just started on my new year resolution
So...what i really really want this year is e latest "macbook pro"
Apprantly, up till last year..i have no idea what's the diff between a macbook n a pc
Besides the different OS (Operating System)..A mac book is actually way faster n provides better graphics compared to a normal PC..N it look good too
I know i shouldn't say this when my lappie is only a year old..it's not exactly that bad..e specs are pretty good
(with a 4GB ram n 2.xx Hz speed n a huge 500GB space-.- which apprantly i can't finish using, n it irritates the hell outta me coz it takes so freaking long to scan such a big memory space)
But but..i really want it =(
Besides a ipod touch (which is another thing i should not spend on..since i just got my ipod nano) But..a iphone would be good..LOL..f3..i'm spendthift..i dun spend on clothing/make up..but i want some nice technology in my life
Aww..i know i'm a otaku..so dun needa update me on that f3
Btw..you guys should know avatar(the movie) is actually e highest grossing flim in the whole movie making industry, almost twice the revenue made from Tatanic. Anw..my point is..dun forget my favourite cartoon character (note: not anime..cartoon!) Avatar: the last air bender =D i love this cute little guy ! (that's beside justin bieber<--cute Xdd too)

Anw..Did u know the highest rated movie of all time was this show? (ok..b4 avatar came out)

The shawshank redemption (1994) i was 4..so dun expect me to have watched it.. Anw..i saw this show popping out a lot of times while looking for movies to stream online..so finally..i went to watch it today..

seriously..to me..it's like a simple version of the "Prison Break" drama~

*Huge dissapointment* Maybe..i was holding too much hope for it~Or maybe..i shouldn't expect too much from a `94 flim

Besides..there wasn't any special effects extravaganzas..no gore..no ghost..no hot babes..no actions..no guns..-.-

So there isn't anything that's giving me adrenaline rush..R u sure it's highest rated? *pui* lols

Maybe i made it sounds a little too bad..but it's not my cup of tea lar..but still~ i still love my

American drama/Movie/Reality show

Oh..Did i mention i hated Batman? (Outta all the superheros)

My X3 4ever~ Lady GaGa

2010-03-18T16:06:00.002+08:00

My Queen~ lolololol

GMD

2010-03-15T01:12:00.003+08:00

Zzzz...if u all have realise a few weeks ago..someone used GMDMoilin name n left some comments on the chat box in HSH's blog..i was so surprised n happy bout it till today~
When someone who left that >>>>>> in my chat box told me it can be done easily~
Afterall..it might not be true afterall~
The world is filled with lies n deceptions~

Failing me

2010-03-09T22:58:00.008+08:00

As promised..i'm updating my chairs~
Recently, i feel so failure as a person..lols..
So failure that i dunno how to put it in words
So failure that i dun even know what to do bout it

Lols..i think people failed me so much so that i'm beginning to fail other people..
I'm even more speechless to people who have no idea that they've failed me..

反正我就是那种什么都可以不要的人

You have no idea how much i'm willing to forsake..

to savage my pride n ego that had mould me into a monster..

Don try me

And i'm begging you to stop failing me..

Before i turn myself into a hideous monster

March~

2010-03-04T09:29:00.007+08:00

Oh man..it's been like a whole month since i last updated..anw..i'm like super duper busy..
N it takes too long for me to write a post~ i dun even have time to sleep..so please forgive me~

There's too much happening in life..n i dunno where to began with..so i shall just post my maple update instead..lols..due to the crystal event~I'm pretty much cancelling every single shedule i might have or had to hunt -.- So firstly, i have to say sorry to my lovely BLs n Guildmate for either ignoring whatever u say to me or rejecting every bossing that u guys invited me to

Crystals..is extremely important to me~lols..the rest..just needa wait till next tue when the event is over~Hopefully..by then i changed enough items for self usage

Anw..all the hard work would be paid off...by this ~ Woot~ Dun hack me pl0x~ T_T

So it's a new year~so new changes should occur~so i went to change my hair~
It's not coconut head ok! i felt in love with it when i saw our dear momo having it~
12k vip wor..heart pain pain~

Then again..it isn't fair to just change the hairfor my aran right? My NL needed a change as well~ N just coincidentally~ i saw a hair that i feel that i "diedie must have" But it's only available in lengendary saloon? OMG~ that e first hair i got when i click on it..*emo*
Then i'm so sick of it that insist that i should change it~
So tada~ after 13k cash..(which is considered lucky) i got my dream hair (currently)
N the started my obessive chair collection (obviously influence by dou)
In fact, about a month ago..i would think that chair collection are for rich people..n it ain't practical for me to do so...since i'm so poor poor poor poor poor~

Everything began with this chair~ Another one of my " diedie also must get" feeling came..n i desperately needed\wanted..it's love at first sight~ with the combination of 2 chair..special effect can be seen..dun cha think it's nice? lols

Oh..this chair came about (not in cheap price) 400m -.- that beanie convience me to get..Ok..i didn't really like the effect at first..n it's not common n known for ppl to know that there is effect on this chair~although e price rising when she force me to advertise with her everyday in fm

FrozenChant : i will sell it when it reaches 1 b~

Diao..this $$ face beanie..P/S :more chair to come at the next post~ Gtg out..late~as usual

Finish le =)

2010-02-04T11:06:00.006+08:00

On 31st Jan 2010~ Went out to suki sushi buffet again~Hohoho~
While we're eating halfway~Bee dardar sms me to watch the 14 blade movie =p

Ok lar..it's pretty nice for me~since it got a lot of shuai ge inside..lols..besides that person u see in the poster..(which i find that he's soooooo MAN~) still got wu zhun ^^ I'm Bimbo-fied~
Anw..we catch a second movie call "hachiko"..aiyo..so boring sia..but the story is quite sad lar~The guy seating beside me was sobbing away..lols..awww..it's so rare to see guy's crying~Oh..this is beebee dardar drumstick~n she ate like what? (20% of it)? N she declare that she've finished her meal T_T so wasteful right? N she refuse to let me take any picture on it..after some mini tug oh war~ this is what i have..though it's so blury~

In conclusion : Beebee dardar --> Fan tong?

So after we reached home~ This is what happened..obviously i wasn't around that time~

*picture source is from Sleipmon* xxn~(read at own risk)

Maple wise..hohoho-.-

This is pretty much what i'm see-ing nowadays..So dun complain that u r broke..but at least u r not in debt~lols..

Random Stuff :

I came across this during my "media in america" session last week

70% of the reson why people buy single issue copies of magazine depends on the COVER

So what makes a good magazine cover:

1. Young is better than Old

2. Pretty is better than Ugly
3. Rich is better than Poor

4. Music is better than Movie

5. Movie is better than Television

6. Everything is better than a dead celebrity

Actually..there's a lot of interesting thing taught in that course~

i might post more things on it here =p

Just Updating

2010-01-25T20:43:00.004+08:00

Well..it's not like i have nothing to write about..in fact..i have so much to say that i don't even know where to begin with..

And i decided not to comment or post any unhappy issue in my blog..
in addition, i won't allow it to turn in a portal that i tell people "stuff" whom i have no guts to say in their face~
1 thing though~people should seriously stop using "Ok lor..all my fault.."
Coz No.1..if ya trying to get sympathy..u will get zero~ at least from me~
No.2..if ya trying to carry all the blame..well..i ain't stupid enough to believe it~

So, I believe in what i saw n feel..if someone is kind and nice to me~
to my upmost effort..that person will receive the same treatment back from me..or even better~
wo shi ge you en bi bao de ren~
N do i have to say this again? i 101% positive sure that i hate liars~
why do people have to continuously step into my "bomb", and have me explode all out on them?

Well anw..my mum fell down this afternoon..zzz..i feel so speechless..
The worst thing is..she fell on her face-.- come on lar..everyone should know that it's a natural instinct to use your hands to guard n balance yourself when u fall..n NOT fall flat on your face~
It did scare the hell outta me when i saw her crying n crying...coz it's super painful<--to her
All i can say is.." BEN DAN!!" to her all that while watching her bandage herself..lols

Oh..school has started obviously..but it's been fun all this while..afterall..there's no computing!!
though the math is like ........i can't do a single shit on the tutorial~
Anw..learning is indeed fun~The process and understanding of how things work amaze me~
This is perhaps why i perfer to become an engineer over humanities~
least i did choose courses that i'm interested in =x "media in america"~
Well..math is the only thing that is same thoughout the world~i should learn to love it more~lols

Duh~i shall not bored u all out with such boring topics..after bringing my aran to 136~
Dou n i decided to start a BM~lols..n i'm starting to get serious on building jing's bs~
After all this while~i'm focusing on all my other char instead of my precious NL~
I still love my Star gang..u know who u r~hahaha~
p/s : I'm too lazy to post any pictures in here~ mb next time ..lols..

2010~2012

2010-01-15T22:03:00.003+08:00

Lols..it's been so long since i last updated~
I mean..2010 has just started..n it hasdn't been a great one for me either~
Other than the start of a new sems in uni~ I have this over whelming feeling that things won't go well this year..which includes the powerful jinx bad omen i've been getting lately~
Seriously..it's another stage of maturing internally in my life again..lols
plus i hasnt made any plans for new year resolution~ N i have this great feeling that i'm gonna
hate this coming chinese new year..so i shall not have any high hopes on any thing..
If i can have a wish~ it would be turning back time so i can be 16 every year..lols
But then again..it's impossible..n if all goes well~
World's ending at 2012..so it's just 2 more years to go..yesh!

Merry Christmas~

2009-12-29T00:37:00.010+08:00

Oh..it's so long since i updated again~Lols..busy farming POT for my aran T^T
+++needa watch XXX drama\anime series..wahahaha~
Seriously..i'm soooooooooo enjoying my life right now..going out every few other day~
Pocket burning up a huge huge hole = =
Anw..i went to the suntec event the other day~n i got a few of these cutie "Aran" 2010 poster~

Now it's up on my wall~ Anyone want? i still got extra F3F3~ 1 poster 30mil~ hahahahaha~
P/S: S>my golden 8k pig!!! anyone interested again?
Oh..i changed my hair again~ since the 1k box came back~then i got this..
Haiz~ ** singing lady gaga: "Speechless" **
Then again~Christmas is just over~ T^T <--means school reopening soon..SIAN~
Oh..it was blamblame birthday on 26th~i didn't know obviously..N i was pretty shocked that sleip actually planned a surprise gathering for him..LOL..i didn't know they were that CLOSE~
I guess a lot of things happened when i MIA~ Ex: ppl turning gay..jkjk
But~Somehow w/o lying..i'm not 100% too fond of him f3
Must be the excessive "toktok" calling previously~
Heyz..when i say i dun like..i really mean it babe..Now it has cast a eternal shadow over him~

Anw..random~but the christmas event was up again~so went to decorate some tree~

Cute right? except for the fact that sleip being the calefare!

So~the other day i baked some gingerbread with ruth\bee\dou..

It took like 6 hours+ oh gosh~stand till my legs ache like mad please!!

Then finish le..taste okok lar~but my portion of the ginger bread grew ants the next day!

The icing too sweet le..so it ended up in my rubbish bin~

Just send me to hell for wasting food ba~

Anw..that's the ingredient's list ruth dardar made~the corner piece of paper is i write one..

See the differences in commitment level? Lols

So..that picture is 1 outta the 3\4 plates of gingerbread man we made~

Catch more of those "gingerbread-making process photos" in Facebook~

P/S: Dou!!! RMB to RETURN my plate!!! <--she took one of my exex (unbreakable) plate home~

Ohoh~ N avatar!!! Super duper ultimate NICE!!!

I think it's one of the nicest movie i've seen for quite a while le~though it's quite long~

But it also means that the plot is well-developed n complete

I actually watched it twice in threate~ once in 2D once in 3D~

Conclusion: Blue people can be quite leng also~lols
These special specs were given upon entering~ the pic was quite dark..but i refuse to on the flash to take the photo!! Lols..N the first thing to do is to wipe the glasses~

I was pretty high n excited b4 it starts..then when it starts = =

I felt giddy n a constant feeling of puking thoughout the first half~

Awww..i googled bout it..(a saddening but true fact)that minority will feel dizzy watching 3D films

In order not to spoil my cutie bean's mood..wo REN !! Thinking-->how am i suppose to survive the rest of the 2 hour 35mins = = when i couldn't stand the first 5 alr

But when i starts to get emotional n concentrates on the 2nd half..i felt sightly better~

Then my butt starts to ache = =

I can't comment much on the difference between 2D n 3D in avatar~ since half the time my head is spinning like crazy~ But then! There are moments where i shun my face away from the screen because the parts where (spoiler alert) the hometree crumbling with ashes flying around~ seems like it's about to hit me~ Though dou mention that the (spoiler alert) machine guns they carrying will phrase out of the screen when the actors turn around! [which sounds so cool but i didn't saw any = = (too giddy le) ]

Special Glasses!!! Sooooo cool..like X-mem (cyclops)
HoHoHo.. Happy New Year People!!!

2009

2009-12-19T16:24:00.005+08:00

bIt's the trend now in blogger to recall stuff bout 2009! Oh..time really does flies~

It feels like i just finished my A level yesterday~

Anw..i do wanna write something bout my favourite group of people..my HSH gang~

But then again..i don't feel like doing a repetition on my previous post

Plus..i think cream dardar did such a good job on her blog that i seriously don't feel any need to repeat myself to elaborate how much i heart u guys~

So please visit her blog n read her post at http://x-photosperical.blogspot.com/

Ohoh..thinking back on 2009..i feel like i spent a lot on buying books..ever since twilight series came to my life..i couldn't stop reading books relating to vampire~

In addition..the new trend on book shelfs are vampire stories..lols

Ain't my fault that vampire became popular u know..lalala~

Actually..my favourite type of creature in the fantasy world is vampire..i fell in love with it since i first laid my eyes on an anime call "Hellsing"..it was about 5 years back if i remember it correctly

All the darkness/lust/personality they bring kinda gives me adrenaline rush all over~

Exploring Vampires is one of the most intriguing things i've done this year xD

Back to reality~ So my BFF beanie.. is moving to sembawang this coming tuesday~ WOOT!

She'll be staying like just a road across me! wooot~again

One of the most precious things i treasure about beanie is her pair of hands..lols

She draw wells..she writes well..she even game well with those pair of hands!!!

But...she can't take photographs........................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz<--no talent babe~

Note to self : Never let her volunteer or asked to take any photographs...ever again!

So anw~Update bout my Aran char~i've acheive a new level of 108 yesterday~

Plus..i got my Scarlion helm~a NEW purple snowboard that sid loan me..

Then upgrade myself with a new mount..which cost me 40mil= =

So according to beanie~the wolf we sat on looks like Jacob(<--from twilight in case u don't understand~) N i had a parting ceremony with him..though we had like er...only been together for 1 week~

The new wolf came~it's supposed to be my JAcob grown up version since the quest is call (Puberty of the Wolf)..but then...it's soooooooooo ugly when it walks T_T

Christmas is just round the corner..yet this year..i have ZERO christmas spirit! Well..the warm weather everyday is not helping to create any form of awareness that Christmas is coming~ Though it might be 6 days early!

Merry Christmas~

YiYi's moment!

2009-12-13T04:09:00.014+08:00

I haven been updating my blog recently~ Lols..n i've received complains from my loyal readers!

My friends told me that it's really boring to read blog with posts filled with daily happening in their life..so i shall post something only bout my life ..f3f3~it'll be a long post..bore u all to death~

So..exams are over! I did went to KTV for the first time in my life! (With my Uni coursemate) i try not to be picky bout the places they've planned,i'm 19 yet it's the first time visiting KTV~it's all due to my annoying hatred towards "off-pitch" singing people~ N not to my surprise..those who can't sing..can't let go of the mic -.- *argh! my ears*

I was staring sooooooooo hard at the MTV instead of listening to their singing~

Oh please~i believe s0me of them are seriously tone deaf not to hear how badly they're singing

This is the reason why..i've decided never to step inside a KTV again!

Anw..yesterday went out with my bunch of extremely cute guildmate~ Firstly, we went to watch New moon! Haha..actually..i've watched it once online alr~just that i needed to re-watch it in big screen mode..

Since it's rewatching~i gotta pay attention to the details in the actors!

So i found out that edward's(robert's) eyebrow is seriously a little too thick..like crayon shin cai

Then i realise he's really very hairy..he got hair everywhere! especially on his hands..it's freaking me out! Ohoh..Of coz Bella is hothothot! N victoria is hot too!N Jacob's body~one word! Wooot~

According to dou " jacob wear clothes too wasted le~" totally agree~

N I'm a twilight fan~i dun think a lot of people knew..i think my private life is seriously very private~lols..i got the books at 2008..that time-.- the books were soooooo hard to get..it's practically sold out EVERYWHERE! According to my friend who works at border (a book store in case u guys dunno) Twilight books that arrive on the shelf are instanly sold out on the day itself, during that time..they say the selling rate is even faster than harry potter's series..anw..all my 4 books are bought at different book stores~i went through sooooooo many book stores (i'm desperate to read it that time) it's very very good..i think it's the best series i've read in my life!

Anw..beebee is seriously too cute le! Let me explain~when she walks towards you..doesn't mean she see you even though her face is facing in your direction! even if there's like 5 people standing in front of her staring in her direction! even if she's only 5 metres away from you!

The next instant she'll be turning towards another direction and walking away leaving all of us shocked!Lols~

After the movie..they bought me a cake to celebrate my 1 month belated birthday!

Lols..though i have to say..the cake tasted a bit weird! Oh..i kope these pictures from cream dardar's blog~hope she won't mind!Kitty decided to give me this heart he dig out from his bag where he got it from donating blood..

Btw..the picture was taken because it was found stranded on the floor(thrown by me)

Lols..no lar..i drop it in the middle of panic while taking neoprints

Tada! It's like 5 years since i last took it..neoprint ain't popular le~So when it comes to decorating the neoprints..all of us just stood there n stun! Then the time ran out..lols~

Aww..it's really fun fun fun to be with HSH ppl!!! We just meet up to have FUN!

"Gimme more"~Britney.

Anw..the truth behind the fact that i Mia from my blog

is just because i fell in love with Maple once again~I'm seriously fickle-minded..

I remember just a moment ago..i was declaring losing interest in maple..before i knew it..i'm addicted again~Actually..i did't have any intention to get hooked up again..

Then it comes aran! initially i just wanted to try out since i was bored! then i laid my hands on the keyboard~it never stops since then~lols..so my new cutie char name is call xRed3mption

Here comes a new set of nicknames! Majorly created by people to annoy the hell outta me! f3

Obviously..yiyi<--outdated name. Redred<--happening name

I dun see the differences in calling me toktok n redred!

Btw..i'm not suppose to be so cashy looking~but the new 1k cash surprise box is kinda fun

I got my random kerning hair coupon/my pet/my dress/my smoochie/my henesys lens coupon~all for 1k each! Lols~thought there's also useless stuff that i can get!

Don't be deceive by my cute look! coz it's only temporary~

I sorta just degraded my character to look like a idoitic bimbo 9 years old! So~i made a decision to use another random ludi hair coupon i got from the 1k box to change away that look that seriously dun suits..guess what i got!Gosh! Even if i told people that i've changed my hair twice..i doubt anyone would believe me T.T No luck babes~

So i the end~a cover up everything look is still the best outta the worst~lols..least i look pro here~it's lvl 78 n ready to reach for more~[aran in MISERY]

Apology to my cutie bean!

2009-12-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Well..firstly! bout the wordless previous post~
it's a long story! since i got those pictures last week, I was thinking of posting it during the weekend..n then the weekend net really sucks big time..it was so laggy that i wasn't able to upload anything..i tried! but can't..so anyway~ when i eventually did have time!
I'm having my papers alr..so i just left it to upload w/o commenting!
I swear i was coming back to write something there later on! i just didn't wanted u to wait for me to post that long! i know u needed it k!

P/S: Come on lar..it's so hard to contact u..can u pls for goodness sake get your phone fixed!
i heard from my china friend that china-bought phone will only work in china!
She have the same problem as u did~ can't sms..only can call..
Yet u don't call people=.= N u just leave random offline messages for me on my msn! GOD..how can this be the way u talk to people T.T
So please re-buy a "singapore" phone! Or i can lend u my previous phone~

Secondly, seriously, u know i mean no harm when i throw u my leftover sushi right? Lols..ok..i'm sorry bout that too..u didn't mind a lot..n so i didn't mind doing that also T.T forgive me dou~
Wasabi is really something i can't stand~

Thirdly, I LOVE U..muacks~

Dou's Pictures

2009-11-30T19:49:00.004+08:00

Nothing

2009-11-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

Suddenly..i'm turning into Aiai le..My blog will be filled with nothing-ness~
More like..there isn't much to record about..i'm happy..i'm bless..what else could i ask more from this boring yet peaceful life! Oh..maybe just the fact that i kinda lost interest in Maple..lols
I'm even too lazy to even click and login to collect my deflated value debt..
plus the fact that i needa patch to do so made it worse x100 times~
Anw..I still have my music..my idols..N my TV drama to accompany my life when i'm alone~
I had a great birthday this year though..some unexpected people surprised me with their wishes! Yet some supposedlying expected people....lols..Not that i should use my birthday to judge people..but it does shows a significant amount of who still cared enough~
Even if it's belated..least they could do is say
" Opps i forgot your birthday, but at least i remembered that i forgot your birthday."
Or simply "Happy belated Birthday" or how short do u need? "happy bdae?"
Anw..Couldn't love my mum more when she went all the way to buy me sushi when i crave for it during my birthday ^^ My love for sashimi is incredible=.= but the fact that i dun eat it with wasabi is like..........worms worms!*scream*
Btw...i should really lock up my phone with multiple password=.=
i dun mind lending ppl my phone to other people or what lar..i even allow my friend to reply messages for me etcetc..but i just realise recently that my privacy is totally screwed by them..lols..not that i have anything to hide lar..usually, i wouldn't mind anyone who read my sms-es or check out my picture..but they cross the line when they start interrogating me of my actions towards certain people\finding out and questioning whom and why i am with at what day what time (hello..i dun need a stalker in my life)..
Ultimately i feel so ridiculous that i have such idoitic and immature friends around who doesn't respect my personal life=.=

M&M

2009-11-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

My new found love for M&M chocolates..lols

Ok..usually..i only eat dark chocolate..those normal ones are a little too sweet for me

But..M&M are nice..it's quite a while since i last ate it..i think it's more popular when i'm younger~

Anw..it's cheap lar~so it's inexpensive nice chocolate~

Most importantly, chocolate allow me to be happy happy xD

So..Lady Gaga's new album out!!! 23rd NOV!!! Woot~
Lols..anw..they say those people who adore pink or lady gaga's music and mtv are either weird or dark & twisty..lols..anw..it's new age's music~ Just have to adapt to it..haha

I have way too many idol~Anyone with talents will be adored by me=.=
I have a list of a hundred celebrities that i'm currently chasing after._. lame!

World's Kindness Day

2009-11-13T15:34:00.004+08:00

So..i saw this on the "tvmobile" everyday when i travel to school

13th November was declared to be world's kindness day

N i've decided to send everyone a Daisy~ to thank you for being part of my life =)

Despite the fact that today is Friday the 13th and the sky is in a dark gloomy state~ It's true that i've been touched by some people's act of kindness =) Really appreciate it

Try Googling yourself

2009-11-13T01:12:00.004+08:00

Anw..coincidentally..i turned 19 today as i planned to post this~
Lols..1 comment though..Birthday surprises are dumb..it's not like i won't sense the anxiety among the people around me..and yet i still have to go along with the act and pretend that i dunno anything..*roll my eye-ball* in the end.......=.=
I'll still go along with e act lar..why try to spoil "their" fun..lols

Ty all for your birthday wishes~in which..some of u did surprised me =)

I think everyone should try to google yourself once in a while..lols..it's funny..

This is what i got~

Well..for now all the useless stuff comes up..but 10 years down the road..

i want my name to appear on some official famous website instead of these crappy ones..Lols

But..it's unexpectedly lead me to this link!

It's only last year when it happened..and i can't seems to have much memories on it..

i re-visited the whole link..and can't help laughing at how much things have changes around..

It's about my previous guild Encore~a Forum created by our GM

For members to intro themselves (and talk more about their personal lifestyle, which includes pages and pages of amazing true-love stories)

N a bunch of really great people that i've realise that i have forgotten about..

Which i should be so ashamed of..because i owe so much..and i should be so grateful to them

Sad to say..The only person who is still around..is DOU!

Diao..can something on maple for me dun link to her?!?!

Apprantly..it was good times i've missed..not that now wasn't good as well lar..lols..

Friends do come and go~A sad but true fact~

After reading those post inside..i realise.. Age DO Matter!

Life's Tough~

2009-11-08T00:10:00.002+08:00

Truefully..i'm not having the peak of my life right now..i think it's at it's tough period..lols
N i believe that whatever that don't kills you will only make you stronger~
I might throw tantrum around and i have the inability to speak politely when i'm facing stress
But in overall..i'm not a stupid person..so.....non of you have to worry about looking up for something in newspapers anytime soon..lols
It does irritate me a hell lot when i couldn't get enough sleep though..seriously..i know what's insommia! I'll bark anyone around me~anyone=.=
Source of stress: No doubt--> School
Obviously..watching show is still my best form of stress releasing method~
Any form will do ..anime/drama series/movie/ sitcom~
Any type will do as well~ romance\action\gory\comedy\fantasy etcetc..
except horror<--i try not to find anymore sleeping problem for myself~

So..as everyone should have watched "Micheal Jackson: This Is It" movie~
Lols..i was pretty bored throughout! Wait~hear me out..not because it wasn't nice..
It's more like i've watched most of the famous flashback they screen bout his performances in Youtube before..i think more than half to the sence in the movie..i've seen it somewhere=.=
Anw..the other one i must recommend was "My sister's keeper" movie
Lols..it's superb! I was controlling my tears throughout the show! Though the storyline is different n much less detailed with the character development compared to the book..it's still way way nicer than those movie u commonly see around~

Bout the anime part..lols..i can tell you that most of the famous or popular anime around recently..i've actually seen most of it..i didn't realise it untill yesterday..it kinda surprises me when i found out that i've watched 95% of the top 100 rated anime-.-(over the years of coz)

Soso..a friend told me bout this series she was addicted to..it's call " Lie to me"
Something bout experts in deception..where they solve cases by telling whether or not the people are lying by their facial expression n body language~
Firstly..i'm not a fan of investigation show..i don't like the suspense they bring!
But! To that person who claims that she's still reading my blog~lols..
read this: I've finished watching the series till the latest episode alr! Surprise?!?!
P/s: Have u tried the Mentalist ? I think it's bout the same type of drama series..u might like it too..though i've stop watching it coz i wasn't interested=.=btw..i initially thought it was a british drama._. coz the guy was speaking with so much british accent..anw..i goggled on him..he acted in british show before-.-but it's a american drama lar~
So is the ability to tell the differences between american's accent\british's accent\ aussie's accent makes me pro? o.O wahahaha~

My week~

2009-10-31T02:47:00.003+08:00

It all began like this~

Monday: Long day in school~Spending almost 12 hours there! [Besides having the casual Monday Blues, Vacations are Never enough]
Arrive at home to find myself extremely exhuasted for anything..So off to bed real soon!
Tuesday: Still recovering from weekends..T_T
Wednesday: Never find myself capable of waking up on time for my one and only lesson at 8.30 am + 1.5 hours of traveling + 45mins of bathing n packing n eating..So..i'll end up skipping the lesson. [slept throughout the whole day..due to the fact that i stayed up the whole night on tuesday]
Thursday: Filled with regrets for skipping lesson on wednesday! YET extremely excited bout the weekend! Party time begins here~!
Friday: Self declared Holiday~Technically, lectures can be studied at home with the online lecture systems! SO..I'm staying home to enjoy my life~
Somehow~Friday nights are the best time to go out and have some party..so..most probably i'll wake up at 1+2pm..brush teeth n try to wake myself up till bout 4 pm..slack around till 5+ pm..then bathe and prepare to party~ 6+pm i'll be out~then have fun till 11+pm to catch the last train home..lols..i have no idea why weekends are not in favour instead of friday nights
[If there's anything that i love most about NTU, it's probably the online lecture]
Saturday: Sleeping in whole day due to the fact that i stayed up whole night again.
Sunday: Nothing is better than doing nothing~ [10pm] Doing Tutorial = =

Then it'll find itself repeating again!
When it comes to test~
Seriously..
i've been trying to meditate for the past 2 years~
It hasn't been able to reach that level of "nothing-ness" that's in my head when i face my papers..

I don't understand People who don't watch T.V

2009-10-21T18:05:00.006+08:00

Ok..i don't watch TV..i watch Online TV..that's probably why i can't survive without My com!

Afterall...i don't like singapore drama/ Hong Kong drama..and i can watch international series online~pretty much the day after the show screen in their country..it'll be available online! Woot!

I worship the person who creates optical fibre! which makes Internet access possible!

N 1 thing..i don't understand people who don't watch TV..i mean watching it moderately is pretty beneficial~Lols..it keeps one from going out too much! More importanty..it helps to keep people out of trouble by staying home and communicating with your family ~ I mean..TV series are healthy influence!They teach positive thinking~Spread correct messages and correct morale~

ANW..this are the few series which are currently on-going and i'm addicted to it~

Actually i know the exact days and timing it screen in their specfic country..n i'll nv fail to search for it the next day at the respective website!

Obviously! Grey's anatomy season 6! Still as good as it could be..hahaha..Love it~

Zong Ji San Guo~Ok..it's the so call Ou Xiang Jiu lar..shuai ges n mei nu are eye candy~ But i have to say it's pretty entertaining for a comedy romance drama! It has pretty high ratings as well! One of the best couple screen is Liu Bei N Ah Xiang! Sooooooooooo Cute together!!! Lols..i'm in love with them! N 曾沛慈(Ah Xiang) is seriously becoming my new idol!

A.N.Jell~This one is a new korea drama call "you are beautiful" in english~Nice story plot! N cute character as well! It's bout a band! Music~Reality show! season 6 Of So You think you can dance! Used to screen the eariler season on channel 5 lar..but stopped le!Now it's screening season 6 at America! I have to say~It's getting better n better~actually..this show makes me understand a lot more on the different style and type of dancing around the world..i have to say..I did learn a lot~N i Must specially mention this person! Mia Micheals!

She's one of the judges on the show! N she does Chereography for the show! In which~proves that she's real talented..she specialise in contemporary dancing..the type that kinda tells a story in which is told by dancing! U'll understand if you watch it~lols..

Ok..this is new series also! But~Still at trail period (for my personal favourite drama) ..for now the plot is still pretty predictable..just shuai rice guy n poor hardworking girl falling in love!

Typical Ou Xiang Jiu since meteor garden! Lols

So..as everyone says..exams is coming~So..i'm cutting down on certain stuff! Obviously~ Gaming will be one of it lar..so Maple is slash! Yet i still don't have the heart to cut the watching drama part! I got seriously a lot to catch up on my studies! Obviously i do not want to fail any of the module! In which..i'll have to carry re-take next sems..

that will probably drive me 100% crazy if it happens..I'm certainly not going to re-take something i f***ing don't catch any balls on! That i 100% have no interest in as well!

It's about time to work hard~Can someone end my misery in uni!

I'm like flooded with projects n endless tests on stuff that makes zero sense for me..

Endless reports to make! F*** all this shit!

Anw..cutting down on blogging as well~ So this is probably my last post till...

My misery ends..i need my holiday to arrive sooner=.=

Dou's pressie

2009-10-21T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm..it's suppose to be a gift she got me from China!

Obviously our liking of "style" is way different! Lols..apprantly..that thingie she gave me..

I can't find anywhere that is suitable for me to hang it~ She sorta like "floating" stuff

In simple..she like things that float in liquid..dun ask me why also..i can't understand as well..lols

Anw..it's meant to be meaningful~ the rice inside that glass is written as

" Friends Forever" awwwwwww....

I got this cup while i was shopping in NTUC with dou the other day~

love at first sight..lols..**nowadays i like to shop at supermarket..1 word..fun!**

Anw..it's orange..and it's a coffee cup! Wheee~

My Pictures Tells Story~

2009-10-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

Has been quite a while since my last post..anw..i collected quite a lot of pictures this week..lols~ Firstly, I went to watch this movie on thursday~student price of $6.50..Cheap cheap nia..watch le also more song! Though i think i spend a lot more on eating~Anw..the Movie soso nia lar..coz the first part very draggy..like 1 hour + not on Tsunami! Then when the tsunami hit..lols..quite nice ar..quite touching also ar.. Unexpectedly, after that movie..when i walked out of the cinema! I found myself standing in front of "Comic Connection"..lols..Oh..i was watching at G.V(yishun)..it gave me quite a shock..i thought all the "C.C" in my area is gone! Kinda made my day xD

I saw this $1 Gundam model selling there, as a promotion of Nets Flash pay card~( i was quite lucky to be their trail card user..lols..) So i bought 3 of them..For my younger brother 10th Birthday! It suppose to look like this before the assemblymen. i feel so proud of myself being capable of fixing these things up! When i finish! It look so awesome! Actually, i used to watch gundam seed, gundam seed destiny, and gundam wing a few years back. I know it sounds weird..i hated it when i was younger..it looks like big machine killing each other violently..those show made for growing teenagers! But once you have the time to watch in details, Gundam is actually very touching and meaningful, it's talking about the sadness and painfulness of the people experiencing war! I used to cry all the way through each episodes..lols..it's just too sad~
The white model was the hardest to fix..took me like 20 mins~ I didn't wanted to give my brother after all my hard work! Afterall..they look so style! Then my mum insist that i should give one to him! SO the green one is missing from my desk! Pissed T____T
The other day..i saw this ke lian xiao didi giving out fliers at the MRT station..he stood there consecutively for a few days le..the previous time he tried to pass me..i just shook my hand and walk away~I felt bad ok..so i took it after he tried to pass to me again.. Then i realise that the flier, is super funny! It's written Rebonding $58 (up to ARMPIT)
Lols! i was wondering~since when the description of hair length have become Armpit..sounds so crude man..there's so many other words that can replace it~like after shoulder etcetc.

Oh ya..When Kitty introduce me to the dessert call " red Ruby" a year back. My r/s with it was love at first sight~since then..it've become my favourite dessert of all times!
I was eating lunch with Dou last wednesday when i came across the worse "red Ruby" i ever eaten=.= Everything inside tasted wrong..It look pretty fine~ but it taste like shit..
Dou was there praising how nice her sweet and sour thai favour fish rice was..and i was puking over my red ruby!
Oh..she say her mum have intention of shifting over to sembawang after her A levels! Woots!
So i guess~byebye to beebee~ welcome to Dou!
x3 Sembawang

Expired Milk

2009-10-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

I have my special formula for drinking coffee..
Actually, I'm quite addicted to caffeine..i'll feel quite restless and tired if i don't consume it daily
worse case senerio..i'll have headache if i don't drink..
But! I only do it during school days lar, if i feel tired during normal days..i just sleep lor..

Anw..the yiyi's formula is
1 packet of 3 in 1 coffee powder ( and it cannot be low fat type<--taste like shit)
2 big scoop of milo powder (actually it makes the whole thing taste like mocha..lols)
1 scoop of milk powder ( makes everything all thick and creamy)

So..the cup will be like 1/3 powder._. It's super thick~(for normal people) but i like it lar~
I use fresh milk instead of milk powder if i do have it at that moment
My point is..and i do have one..
i make my usual cup of coffee today..and i realise that it tasted weird..sorta like it sours and it spoils my whole cup of coffee..i dunno what came over me..
I still think it was ok for me to continue drinking it..it smells weird..tasted weird..looked weird
N yet i finished drinking most of it before coming to a conclusion that i should find out what went wrong..it's about 3 hours after my first slip of it...lols..
then i realise that the milk was 3 days expired=.=
i should have realise it when i unscrew that bottle of weird smelling stuff=.=
Anw..i didn't experience any discomfort or what lar..lucky me^^
Maybe i didn't consume it in large proportion lar~

Lady GaGa

2009-10-09T16:53:00.004+08:00

Oh..my new found love and admiration for lady gaga! Lols..seriously..it's not just about computerise voice..
You should try her live performances..each and everyone is unique and super entertaining..
She's one talented singer~dancer~
N her dressing! Never fails to amaze the hell outta me as well
Woot! She ROCKS babe!

Religion

2009-10-09T16:21:00.004+08:00

I don't know about you guys..but i don't believe in god..
with all due respect..i don't have anything against anyone who have a religion..
not with buddha\jesus\mother mary..etc~
My I\c does have buddisht printed on it..but in actual fact..when people ask me out my religion..
I'll just say: " i believe more in science =)"
That's true though..the more i study..the more i understand how everything that happens will have a logical way of explanation..
I do pray sometimes..when i'm facing extreme powerlessness..due to the fact that i can't let the powerlessness to eat me alive~so i pray..for miricles to happen~
God is just a like a harbour where ppl park their insecured issues on..
I do understand that paranormal can happen..n i rather play safe than never..
heyz..I don't mean to insult anyone..i do believe in your belief..but your belief won't apply on me..
Funny thing though..if i do not believe in god..i shouldn't believe in ghost either.. but still..
I can't bring myself to watch horror till now D:

There are different TYPE of friends

2009-10-06T20:37:00.005+08:00

No doubt..if you would ask me..which is my peak period of life!
I would say: My secondary schools days..
Those time..are really fun..you can pass with flying colours without studying much..
People are all filled with kind passion..just filled with goodness..
i just miss all those innocent ppl..lols..the older i grow..the more corrupted people i see around me (typically adults)

I do actually like people who can't study well..i know it sounds dumb..
The way they handle stituation might be wrong..their language might be crude..but at least..i can see what's up on their mind..it's like an open book written on their faces..lols
Co-habitating with a bunch of smart people around..Lols..is tough..I'm actually pretty afraid of people around me now..what they say..might not be what they think..sometimes..they ain't afraid to voice out even if that might hurt anybody..as long as the other party is worse off..
You can't be the weaker link..or else..you will just get commanded by those who are comfortable with putting their leaderships skills to work..

Anyway..two types of friends..1 is those you go out just to have fun with..and those who are just friends for personal conveniences..
I mean.."convenient" friends are made pretty much to use each other around..what i receive is just 1)tips to exams here and there..
2)a group to form up if a project comes around
3)someone to eat with during breaks
4)someone to seat with during lecture and tutorials
5)someone to double check and help each other out on school related event and stuff
ok..we do joke around..and occassionally have some fun together..but it's not those type that i'll be willing to open myself up to..
See..this type of friends is what i made in school since JC..and i can tell you that it's not getting any better now..lols..it really takes very very long for trust to build..it almost took forever just to allow my click into my life..2 years!
Partly due to the fact of what i saw with my own eyes..in my life at JC
i've saw how bad-mouthing can destroy years of friendship overnight..although..things are now better once misunderstanding clears up..but we are still refusing to talk about it..avoiding the heartbreaking painful issue..but the scar is just there..everyone knew it..but kept quiet for the better..
then i've seen how teachers, who's suppose to be role models, bad-mouthing..practically hating certain students, how influencial they can get everyone to feel the same way they does..
I mean..physical bullying is not seen, but emotional torture is definitely there..lols
and the best answer that teacher can give is " I'm still a human..i have my freedom to hate anyone."
and then..there's the certain type of teachers who will share more exam tips (from what i've seen..it's like the same type of exams qns..just with diff values=.=) ..to students they favour more so that they can do well..lols..afterall..bia-ness is common here._.
They just need their rice bowl..just like any other working adults..who cares bout moral right?
So...I've learnt that everyone will have selfish nature..it's true..but..
i do have moments of being selfish too..why should i be so dumb to share and contribute if the other party is unwilling to do it? Lols..the world isn't a fair place to begin with..
but the fact that people are stepping on one another's tail is......lols.....
REALITY? Is THAT IT?

So..there's a reason why i like people non-related to my work..simply..just throw every stress away..and the only goal i have is to "have fun"..
Like my fellow HSH-rians..you might not know how much i appreciates you guys in my life..
And certain People..which i shall not name~that has helped me a lot through my hard times..
You guys allow me to breathe properly when i was choking..lols..
seriously..love all of ya~

66 Days

2009-10-04T02:58:00.002+08:00

Research shows that it takes about average 66 days for someone to form a habit!
So i create a simple column at the side >> ..it's bout some habit that i'm willing to kick or form!
For starter..just those 4..actually..the list could go up to a hundred if i want..lols
I guess there's just so much improvements i can make for myself~

Finally~

2009-10-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

Just manage to update the whole section over >>>>>>
Been months since i last did it!
Anw..twitter is not popular in our area~but it's been around for quite sometime..
Especially in the western region! Lols..so..if you've any idols! Twitter is the place for U!
You can find mileycyrus to ryan seacrest to oprah winfrey there!
Of coz..there's 2 dreams for every girl in america!
1) To get married to the love of your life
2)To meet the Jonas Brother!
Lols..so? I "used" to have a thing for them too~(soo..woot! I found jonas brother twitter..lalala~)

In case anyone didn't realise..which i think most of you didn't..
i was having my 1 week holiday..and now it's the last day of it!
Can anyone tell me why time flies? No doubt..with e addition of the non-stop 30 degree outdoor
The whole thing kinda pisses me off!
1 week ago i was planning on how much i will be able to do during that 1 week..
now i'm planning on which one i should prioritise first coz i don't have time to complete it all=.=
I seriously have thoughts on why i was able to get into university in the first place..
Look at me..i'm not exceptionally smart or exceptionally hardworking to compensate for the intelligent part..i didn't even did well for the phone interview they gave me..

Anw..the phone interview goes like that..
A fine saturday morning on some random days in may..10+am: My HP rang~
Me: *Digging my phone from my bed..cursing on whoever is calling~* Harrrrrlow~
(Obviously i was sleeping)
Prof X: Hi..i'm calling from NTU (EEE dept) Is this a good time?
Me: *shock* Yar!
Prof X: (goes on about my application into the course) So are you interested to take this up if NTU is offering this course?
Me:*excited* OF COZ! =)
Prof X: So i'm gonna ask you some qns..as an informal interview for it..so what do you think you're going to study in the course?
Me:erm..electricity? (hello..it's Electrical and electronic engineering..how wrong can electricity be) *diao..i didn't even prepare a single thing for e interview..least give me some time so i could do was to do a bit of research on it right?*
Prof X: Any real life example you think you can put what you learn to use?
Me: *only the word electricity in mind* erm..maybe understand how electricity runs all appliances in the house..the "electric box"..hahaha!<--nervous laughter
Prof X: So what makes them run?
Me: Har? *i just woke up..dun make me do heavy thinking*=.=
Prof X: What makes the appliances work? o.O
Me: er..*panic! I threw my physics away 6 months ago when A levels ended dude* flow of electrons!?
Prof X: haha..there's a word for it..do you know what's that?
Me: I dun quite understand your question?*obviously..i dun have an answer for it..but trying to act like i know*...........<--slience
Prof X: Does the word "current" rings a bell?
Me: *I'm screwed*hahaha~yup!<--laughther to filled awkwardness due to my stupidity
Then he continues to ask me a few more questions on my basic knowledge in physics
Which i found out later on that i answered almost half of them wrongly=.=
Which totally spoiled 3 days of my mood since then~
BECAUSE! I receive their acceptance letter 3 days later..LOLS..i think that prof X has a totally screwed mind! Or he's just happy that someone local(not china/not india) and Not MALE is interested in EEE..

Twitter

2009-10-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

OK! This is new to me~
This..er..twat..no..twig?..no..tawtter..no..WTF(i mean "why the face")..twit?!?!..NO!!
TWITTER!
Lols..it's ain't that fun with little people knowing bout it~it's not that popular..yet!
It's like e facebook to frienster thingie! No one uses facebook 2 years back~but everyone does now!
SO..i presume twitter will be something Popular! In the near future!
I'm contributing a little help by advertising bout twitter!
Follow Me at http://twitter.com/xD_yiyi
Actually~beebee n cream dardar are both users there alr! Anyone new i can follow?
Please keep me updated! I love to tweet!

Red Ipod

2009-10-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

Lols! I received my red Ipod package this afternoon..got it all charged up~
Then downloaded all the songs inside~ waiting excitedly for my first usage!
My mum came home~ asked to see if she can check it out~
I taught her how to use all the functions available~
Then! She just walked out of my room with my ipod at the back of her jean's pocket!
T___________________________________T<--seriously..what can i say~

My Mum~

2009-09-30T19:18:00.004+08:00

She's like the cutest thing alive~Lols
When we're watching the Fann wong and christoper lee wedding yesterday night on tv~
she was sobbing like some baby-.- I'm gave her a " oh please! " eye roll...seriously._.
It's not like she haven been to any wedding or what right?
I thought i was emotional...guess who i got those genes from..

Anw..i'm gonna to have received my Red Ipod by tmr~woot!
The drama i've to go through to get it is really...erm...unique?o.O
Afterall..i'm paying by myself! But a credit card is required from my mum to buy it online~
Obviously..they are not in favour of buying "luxury" items..but i really wanted it badly!
All it takes was a shaky voice..and a very teary eye..lols
P/S:I don't think a lot of people will agree with what i'm doing~
Of course i dun do it often..that's why they'll freak out when they see me like that~Hahaha...

Then my Mum suddenly tell me that she wanna go to Bora Bora too =.=
I'm not against my parents to take a second honeymoon..but seriously..
It's not cheap! Least not now..when they still have to spit out tremendous amount of $$ for my brother and my education..
Maybe 10 years down the road..i might consider paying for their trip there~
If i manage to earn big buck of course..

Bora Bora! I'll Be there~someday

Changes

2009-09-24T22:53:00.007+08:00

Ok..this is not the america presidential election moto " change "..
But..i do feel that this year had been one of the worst and best one for me =)
Of coz..the bad ones will pass somehow..N!! i'm gonna u spare details bout it..lols
Anw..ppl will grow...even when they're not hurting inside..

So i shall mention the most significant changes that had happened to me this year!
This..i supposed..is the most entertaining year i have in my 19 years of life..
SO..i have new ambitions..new changes..soso..let me share it with ya~

(1) Music! I'm addicted to music..My ear piece..don't leave my ears..it's like i can't live without them..
I'm listening to sooooo much music nowadays..i only stops when i'm outside..
So i have a plan! I'm working on it as well~
Ipod! Lols..i'm sooooo buying one next month when i get my pocket money~
Then i'll graze on grass for the rest of the month!
(p/s: i wanted to buy guitar hero! But it needed an xbox..shittyshitshit!)
(2) I decided to have a dream! N that's to go to "Bora Bora" before i turn 30. This place is simply amazing..

And..this picture is not animated or something..it really look like this! Stick houses on top of the crystal blue clear ocean! So Cool!
No joke..the water so clean..not like those u see in singapore..there's like sea creatures living all around that borabora island! N u can jet ski with the dolphins~feed the fishes n stingray swimming around there..and so..i'm pretty determined to go that far far away island just too see that once in my lifetime..As u half expected..it's very very very very expensive~

(3) Heyz..i know i have long hair nowadays..but do u know that i didn't plan to have it till this year..but it did started growing since i was like..er..going 18? I live my life with short hair..for years..coz my mum thinks that i can't handle long hair when i was young..when i got older..i went into "CCHY"<--sec. sch..which has a idoitic traditional school rule that indicated that girls shouldn't keep long hair..n i have to cut like 6 times per year._.Seriously..the saloon(s) in my area is sure earning a lot..lols..no doubt..i had it reborn..during new year this year..i didn't have straight hair..it's born curly-.-(gene that skipped a generation) P/S: they were bad genes from my grandfather T_T..but thanks to technology..i can have whatever kind of hair i want..just how much u are willing to pay only!..lols..

(4) Ok..i think this is the weirdest part..i'm keeping a diary now..i feel like laughing at myself as well..oh please..i'm not even young anymore..and i dun seems to have any reasonable reason or idea to explain why i am doing this..it's kinda fun though..

Changes People..changes..espacially in young minds like mine<--(i've always been told)..lols