Day 3

My head was filled with the word " temporary happiness " u mentioned regarding those days we spent tgt..I still feels kinda hurt..even if it was short..or strictly speaking..twice in so many years of r/s..but I really felt those days were really e most precious moments I had in my memories..e one I really grab to hold on to when I can't breathe in e hardship we have..just to deemed it as temporary happiness stuck me as a shock that u dun take it e same way I did..because e status of those days we had in our heart is obviously in whole different lvl..a lvl so big I didn't expect n kinda really pushes me into wondering if I really did mean any bit of significances to u..becoz that wasn't fake or temporary happiness to me no matter how I looked at it..that was all that we had..or strictly speaking..all that I felt we had..

Day 2

Maplers are still maplers ba..lols..somehow what happens in rl between us should not be related to e needs in game..I'm quite surprised when u messaged me this morning to ask if ur char was still on..wanted to ask for some stuff In maple from u..but wasn't sure if it was appropriate..but since u started asking me stuff in maple..I just continue from where u left off..seems pretty nice to have just purely maple r/s between us..seriously e line drawn for this "temporary unavailable" status is so blur..where should e line be drawn..I seriously dun feel like overstepping n failed it once again..in e end I might have to repeat e whole thing again some time later..zz

Day 1

First day on being "temporary unavailable"..woke up missing you n feeling empty..but it was alright since I was occupied with training e 2x event in maple..saw u online e whole day but not training..mb u ain't at home or something..was hoping that I could at least hear something to know if u were ok..but that kinda violates the things we agreed on..so for now..I'll just have to make do with what is left in me