Headache

Was chionging maple for the past two day..ok lar..bit no life~But haven really push myself to the limit for maple for sooooooooo long le..time do fly..one blink of eye..i was gone from maple for 4 months straight..lols..My BL misses me..=p..i misses them too~
End up i on one 2x drops to hunt for piece of time._. got 9 on thursday
Got pathetically 1 on friday=.= DIAO..ok lar..i only play like 3-4 hours with the twins..coz i wasn't feeling well
My Reverse Lampion~ T_______T when will i get it!!! ANGRY with myself!!
Seems like i'm old alr..body buai tahan dun sleep for 1 nite=.=
my head is practically exploding with headache when i did it._.
Kns..Profit Scarlion run is super easy to earn pls..it's like 9.8mil per person per run=.=
L>fixed party for profit run..i'm $.$..it's even faster than farming/trading pls
N i started my trading business again..wanna earn 450mil go VIP neck..LOL!! Must get it done by this year!!
But hor..i scare all my mesos goes to buying those P.O.T..so zzzz...
It's Angelina's birthday..but she doesn't have the mood to celebrate though..oh well~
Happy Birthday ar =)

Beanie

Safe n Sound journey, Dou!!

Best wishes~ hope that ya enjoying yourself there..blekx

Sry that i felt asleep._. It was unintentional~

Stood Still

Even when you stood still..freezing up your inner self

The world continues to spin without your presense

The world doesn't revolves for anyone -.- just accept the fact how insignificant one can be

Then work on it and become significant to those around me~

Because they deserve my care n concern, my attention, my sacrifises, my everything that within my limits to make them happy~

Lack of sleep

What happens when i lack of sleep--->it kinda leads to a super fouled mood YiYi~
well..my face turns black n scary..i dun feel like talking to anyone much more than smiling to anyone..
I can't even bother to reply much sms-es or calls..even if i did..my tone is kinda rude..=.=
Ok..1 thing i'm taught is that..i shouldn't throw my temper at anyone who has nothing to do with it..
but.................................................................it's so hard to do it when i'm tired
i just shoot anyone who come close to me ._. so it's time to STFU ba..till i recover from insomnia~

如果我变成回忆

Tank de new song "如果我变成回忆"..lols..i was thinking while listening to it
That if i ever turn into memory for anyone~..what will it be? watching micheal jackson go through all this..
Of coz..i was hoping it would be a positive one whenever someone thinks of me..
but things are always unexpected ._. well..when MJ died..everyone only remembers how much the king of POP have done for the society..the most touching thing is that everyone only wish that he can " rest in peace" ..forgiving all the crime he've done..i'm not a MJ fan ok..lols..
Afterall, "he broke through the racial barrier in music before obama break through the racial barrier in politics"..lols..

There's a point in my life that i felt seriously unwantable n broke into pieces that's beyond repair
but end up..i was still able to mend myself~ Lols..human are really made to heal over time~
I was once a "self sacrifice noble freak"..saying things like as long as that person is happy..everything that i sacrifise doesn't matter..but then..am i that noble??
OK..not a matter bout nobility..it's more about stupidity..lols..so................yeah!
Entering the "change" programme in my brain~

My kawaii Mum

She message bo bian as..bo "变"!!

Lols

Ultimatum

I think everyone has made some ultimatum at some point of their life

Same goes for me bah..but most of the time..

These ultimatum is set by myself and known only for myself then enforcing it on others..lols

I know it's unfair to those who have no idea of what's going on..

But usually the conditions have to be met unknowingly without me suggesting of what to do..=.=

Hmm..i'm 100% sure that i'm being force to do something so extreme

I did it all due to self defense..be it physically / mentally or emotionally~

It's an instinct to protect one self..

N it takes a hell lottas determination and will to carry out that ultimatum as well

It's never easy either side..or most probably a lot more on my side..

But ultimately..i don't think i've regretted doing those ultimatum i've set

I believe that everything that happens in my life happens for a reason and cause

Just like the crashing of my modem miracle-ly..just nicely..a few months before my A levels..

terminating my only source of distraction to allow me to concentrate on my studies..

I'm thankful to all kind of God for that..lols..

I wonder if it's just pure fate..or am i just pure lucky