Day 3
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My head was filled with the word " temporary happiness " u mentioned regarding those days we spent tgt..I still feels kinda hurt..even if it was short..or strictly speaking..twice in so many years of r/s..but I really felt those days were really e most precious moments I had in my memories..e one I really grab to hold on to when I can't breathe in e hardship we have..just to deemed it as temporary happiness stuck me as a shock that u dun take it e same way I did..because e status of those days we had in our heart is obviously in whole different lvl..a lvl so big I didn't expect n kinda really pushes me into wondering if I really did mean any bit of significances to u..becoz that wasn't fake or temporary happiness to me no matter how I looked at it..that was all that we had..or strictly speaking..all that I felt we had..
Day 2
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Maplers are still maplers ba..lols..somehow what happens in rl between us should not be related to e needs in game..I'm quite surprised when u messaged me this morning to ask if ur char was still on..wanted to ask for some stuff In maple from u..but wasn't sure if it was appropriate..but since u started asking me stuff in maple..I just continue from where u left off..seems pretty nice to have just purely maple r/s between us..seriously e line drawn for this "temporary unavailable" status is so blur..where should e line be drawn..I seriously dun feel like overstepping n failed it once again..in e end I might have to repeat e whole thing again some time later..zz
Day 1
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First day on being "temporary unavailable"..woke up missing you n feeling empty..but it was alright since I was occupied with training e 2x event in maple..saw u online e whole day but not training..mb u ain't at home or something..was hoping that I could at least hear something to know if u were ok..but that kinda violates the things we agreed on..so for now..I'll just have to make do with what is left in me
Sample Lifestyle
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My maid came up to me with a hole on one of my favourite shirt today..n that shirt wasn't cheap to begin with..seriously..i have no idea how that hole mysteriously turn up on my shirt..n i swear i never worn it more than 15 times in total -.- sigh..feel so wasted..
It never occur to me to blog while i'm in a happy mood..lols..i'm always in a relatively "i'm going to give u hell" mood or "why can't u meet my expectations" mood when i use typing to calm myself down..lols..so for quite a long period of time..i guessed i was in a good mood for me to stop blogging..haha..but i'm back now~ *for who knows how long*
It never occur to me to blog while i'm in a happy mood..lols..i'm always in a relatively "i'm going to give u hell" mood or "why can't u meet my expectations" mood when i use typing to calm myself down..lols..so for quite a long period of time..i guessed i was in a good mood for me to stop blogging..haha..but i'm back now~ *for who knows how long*
Anws..life have been so dramatic recently..lols..be it good or bad..it's kinda hard to determine right now..but i'm holding on using my guts feeling..wish me luck on that =)
My Idol Chasing Journey
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Some people used to ask me..why Wonder Girls?
Well, i dunno it myself..they ain't the prettiest girl group around..
if i go for pretty girls..it'll be SNSD instead..
Then am i looking for unique-ness? No ba..then wouldn't i go for 2NE1?
I mean why girls? why not guys? Hmm..i never said i don't like SHINee or DBSK or etcetc
I like Jo kwon ar...YunHo ar..(the list can go on forever)
But the only idol group that can make me scream in excitment is Wonder Girls.
Tried before..watching other Kpop group doesn't give me the high WG gives me..
i did the whole package of chasing idol thing like : stalking in their hotel lobby waiting 12 hours to see them for like 10 seconds, camping at their performances places overnight, sleep-deprived and chewing on bread for days, queueing like mad kid for their goodies..etcetc
kinda fun at first..but ultimately..it's using time n a lot of $ to buy joy of watching them for like a few seconds..so YiYi says...time to stop doing stuff that's wasting ur life..lols
So this will close the journey of the madness idol-chasing thing.
Doesn't mean i stop liking WG, or Kpop, or the whole music thingie.
Just don't find the need to go to that extreme anymore..lols
A signatured album while catching them alone at the hotel lobby while they're in SG
some items i bought
Actually, My cupboard still got their signatured poster and my wall is pasted with an A2 photo so i can watch them to sleep everynight..lols..kinda phycho in my own way..
Well, i dunno it myself..they ain't the prettiest girl group around..
if i go for pretty girls..it'll be SNSD instead..
Then am i looking for unique-ness? No ba..then wouldn't i go for 2NE1?
I mean why girls? why not guys? Hmm..i never said i don't like SHINee or DBSK or etcetc
I like Jo kwon ar...YunHo ar..(the list can go on forever)
But the only idol group that can make me scream in excitment is Wonder Girls.
Tried before..watching other Kpop group doesn't give me the high WG gives me..
i did the whole package of chasing idol thing like : stalking in their hotel lobby waiting 12 hours to see them for like 10 seconds, camping at their performances places overnight, sleep-deprived and chewing on bread for days, queueing like mad kid for their goodies..etcetc
kinda fun at first..but ultimately..it's using time n a lot of $ to buy joy of watching them for like a few seconds..so YiYi says...time to stop doing stuff that's wasting ur life..lols
So this will close the journey of the madness idol-chasing thing.
Doesn't mean i stop liking WG, or Kpop, or the whole music thingie.
Just don't find the need to go to that extreme anymore..lols
A signatured album while catching them alone at the hotel lobby while they're in SG
some items i boughtActually, My cupboard still got their signatured poster and my wall is pasted with an A2 photo so i can watch them to sleep everynight..lols..kinda phycho in my own way..
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