A week worth of blogging~

Woah..so fast 1 whole week pass alr~So much have happen..and yet so little worth mentioning..lols..so this post will consist of my whole week of "happening"

Maybe it was due to my lazy-ness to blog..perhaps it was due to my personal perferences to pick watching videos or playing maple rather than typing here..=X..bleks

Anw..My driving Test date is coming closer and closer..diao..i seriously think i CMI sia..N i was wondering..why have my screwed up brain choose manual driving rather than auto..it's like digging my own grave to carve a faster path to hell...roar!! The circuit road is really freaking hard=.=

I Still Misses Dou!! Argh!!

I think i'm mourning for Micheal Jackson..still looking around for his songs n videos..
n i can't stop playing his "you are not alone"..T_T

Recently..i figure out that I went back on my words =.= i can't find anywords to describe my feelings now..just feel " not very nice lor"..So many circumstances appearing..forcing me to change and react to it..majorly due to self-defense for my emotions/pride/or the stupidity of my tiny brain~
Prehaps i'm disapointed in myself..or disapointed to find that i have screwed my own image i have on the person that i had my words went back on..It's so complicated~ and the best part is that i dun have the courage...to face that person..to find out how much i matters after all this..
Really..everyone that have a share of my love..is sapping into my courage and corrupting my judgement
YES..i do get blinded by Love..it's just happens naturally..i can no longer be rational and fight for myself..

Then.......i felt a really strong urge to settle down~ And i'm getting the "envy" feeling for others again!! TMD!!
I guess i can't be that perfect ~ Those civic and moral educations that i'm receiving since primary school is practically flushed down the toilet..when it comes to my screwed up mentaily~
Haiz..must be a vegeterian to JI DE!! Needa meet more decent people~or rather..the "right" people~

The whole week since last sat--->tue i was working..leaving me only spare time at night to enjoy myself..i just probably spend my 10~2/3am everyday with my pink lappie~ well..to be more specific..10~12pm playing maple..in which 80% of the time i'm on my trader acct trading~ 20% on-ing my yiyi to chat..

It's not really my style to chiong long hours at work..but=.=..for the sake of $$..i guess it's worth it?
Well..since i'm back to maple..i have to say..certain standard amount of cash needs to be pump in!oh well~
It's just that sometimes.....i'm really doubting how much of a poor service i'm getting from asiasoft while paying them so much..just take a look at that SS below=.=It Kinda scare thhe hell outta me..i thought there's something wrong with my graphic card=.=..end up..all the attkers saw this scene too..end up..all dc..lols

The Known.."Transparent Zak Body 3" + all Vista Players Dc at B2=.=

Oh..Since i came back last week or so~ I've clear out all the worthy stuff through my trader..
But since..i manage to complete my 12 ilbi set =) I'm pretty happy with it~
In addition of the +9dex BSS i bought for 50mil~
YiYi's equip are settling down 1 by 1~
Next stop : Reverse Lampion (freaking 30 more timepiece)
P/s: Remember Dun sell the advanced Luk crystal T_T ( u know who u are ..=P)
I'll buy from u.......1 day....
Guess trainin starts after lampion appear on my hand..bleks~