SAD!! My e-mail died!!

Awful day today..
My old msn died on me..even after resetting my password twice..it doesn't work..
I brought my account to see doctor. microsoft window live
Apprantly..he said there's too much unused accounts in my msn..sending viruses to me
Then my poor account buai tahan..so..it broke down
and it's suppose to be fixable but i can't fix it T.T
even after reading through the recovery manual x10 times ._.

I'm saying Bye Bye to my 10 years worth of friends..
Argh..i feel so lost without it..so insecure..like i can't get in touch with people anymore T.T
People reach me through MSN more than my phone
(coz i seldom reply my sms-es/pick up my call)
Not to mention how many accounts on different websites i register using that mail!
ARGH!!! it's like pressing the Auto Reset to my social life..T.T

So my main point is~ add me back on justfortwy@hotmail.com everyone!