Some FUN material in my course of study~

Teng's Birthday

Nice Looking cake~Dunno taste nice bo.................. Law's Head..LOLS

Teng Holding the cakie~ ...............................Our first group Picture~!

Omg Omg..can le!! Uploading Pics~
P/S: Sry..couldn't upload this video to youtube at all! Can only load to Photobucket~N blogger doesn't accept their version of shockwave player..n there's nth i know how to fix it..so u guys just click on the link k?
Teng's Birthday celebration at Tampines Mall~ EnJoy~
http://s782.photobucket.com/albums/yy102/tokwanyi/?action=view&current=SNC00135.flv

Oh..we watched the movie " The Proposal" together as well~

Everyone agreed it's a super nice show~Lols..laugh dao siao le~

Anw..beebee dardar insist that i shouldn't pay for the popcorn i shared with teng

(that she bought for herself to eat..n end up by me..eating it all up..zz..coz i was hungry..T_T)

So we used the $8 i refuse to take..n she refuse to receive..and some 10 mins struggle to decide who should take the $$..we had agreement that that $8 should be be spent to buy teng aiai a birthday cake/2 mini one

We ended up outside tampines..at some random pillar..singing birthday song doing some celebration together

Overall~ it's super fun^^It's was lastlast friday stuff alr~

Failed

Seriously..it's getting wordy n more wordy with each passing post...
Actually i have like more than 10 pictures lining up waiting for blogger to fix that rubbish bug they have..that dun allow ppl to post pictures._.
Argh!
Fine..i failed my driving test last fri...it was so "throw face"...sooooooo stupid...
I think i wanna reserve my rights not to say that stupid story out..
just that my car was "TRAP" inside the stupid vertical parking lots..
it's like...move in front..bang kerb..move backwards bang kerb..
i was like " WTH~" i dun even bang anything during my lessons..test that time bang like siao T_T
The tester was like staring at me..giving me the " WTH r u doing face"
So..i just seat there "given up"..anw..fail le mah~
so i made no effort to correct my parking
N i cont banging till he know i've given up~ =X

What can i say~

Does everyone have this..deep dark ugly nature that it's best to shun them away from the public?
Coz i'm practically having this..really really bad feeling coming up from inside me..due to something which seems perfectly healthy n natural to many..
Coz right now..i'm really really pissed at myself for having this feeling, which is morally wrong to begin with..
Coz i can't stop the feeling no matter what i told myself..or brain-wash myself
Coz the fact that i'm running away from it makes it worse..yet i can't stop myself from running away from it..
You know..the best way to run from a shadow..is to just simply turning of the lights..

I truely believe that i have a fully functional brain n just some emotional issues to deal with~
Worse come to worse..when i snap (not that i want to..but it did happened..twice in my life)..
somehow when it goes over my limits..when my fury/saddness reached it's peak..i'll became irrational..I have a tendency to throw every single related thing away..erm..literally threw everything..like down the rubbish chute..
or remove that particular part of brain n heart containing any substances of that particular person away..
It's not easy..but it can be done..of coz..it only occurs after i snapped..my brain gets all this adrenaline rush that malfunction it..kinda like i'm blinded from looking at the big picture..

Ok..the truth is..i did regret that i threw those stuff away though..but that doesn't mean i'll take them back in the end..Hello~I do have my pride n dignity to savage here..i have my own unique sets of characters..removing even the bad ugly side is like cutting out the frontal lobe of my brain..it's permanently there=.=
I can't change it..i can't stop it..n me writing here..
is like opening up my wound for ppl to see that big ugly flesh..n it doesn't matter anymore..coz i'm never that perfect to begin with..the sooner u see it through..the faster i can get over with flitering ppl around me..
I am a emo bitch at times..live with it..
Yet, i still believe that i deserve better~ Or Mb i should take a look of myself in the mirror first ba..

Oh..did i mention? i think teng aiai spreaded her fever virus to me..lols

Minority~

Other than my "China-ppl dominated" course ._. Or "Indians-rulez here"..

EEE School still okay~
i'm just experiencing the feeling of being the "minority"citizen in my own country=.=

P/S: i can't seems to upload pictures._.( My non-error free blog ^.^ )

Lols~

Oooo...i found this somewhere~
Show me your creativity people~lalala~

Dear WanYi,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Updates

ok fine..i admit that i'm pretty lazy to do updates lately.. besides the fact of my "non-error free" blog._. it's pretty much getting on my nerves alr~

Well..uni has started..despite the fact that i'm constantly lost whenever i try to get to a new place..lost as in..walking around aimlessly trying to figure out their map..with weird symbols on it (ex: N4.1-B2-02)=.=
everything else is pretty much fine i guess..seems like everything will just goes smoothly when time comes..lols..
when i stepped into my 1st lecture last tue..i thought i was gonna be alone n such..
then start babbling bout the fact that i was unwilling to go for any of the orientation organise by my course/the freshman orientation/anything that requires me to travel back during my holidays..etcetc..
scolding myself that i totally deserve to be alone because of my lazy ass- characteristic~
Back to e point..when i was about to find myself a comfortable seat to blend myself into the background that moment..someone called me!! *whee~* it's my sec. sch classmate though..seems like out lecture timing are the same thoughout this semester~ N she live in the same area as i am..so..i found myself..a..travelling partner/a gossiper/a lunch time eat tgt group/a lecture-time entertainer at the same moment..lols~

Anw..skip that social circle part in my "just started n yet to experience any fun" uni life~ Well..talking bout lecturers n tutors..lols..what a bunch of...screwed up freaks! 1st..i would like to grumble that i travel 1.5 hour to NTU to find out that the only lecture for that day was cancelled..then travel 1.5 hour back home..with an emo-ing spirit of coz~ They don't seems to know that i live in a far far away land~N they dun seems to take pity in my traveling hours!!
In addition to that..some tutor came in 30 mins late for lab lesson..thinking that lesson was suppose to start at 2 pm instead of 1.30pm as stated on our time table._.god..how blur can they be~ i was practically rolling my eyeball when he started speaking pl0x..i think he's mumbling to himself..instead of teaching to the class..i did tried not to be rude..and pretending to be paying attention..i mean a good first impression would be nice right? But i dun even think he look up to check out on the class..he's just staring n dictating the PPT slides for us anw..most of my mind drifted of..wanting to finish up that assignment..due to the shortage of time..coz he was LATE!! eh..i dun pay serveral grands per year to receive rubbish education pls..we deserve better!!
**mumble grumble mumble grumble mumble grumble**

Oh ya..i just realise the reason why engineers are good with technology stuff=.= Coz i think i'm about to undergo major techonology skills upgrade in my brain..i used to get all impressed that how come some people know so much about computers..N i just found out why last week.. all along..i thought that it's some coincidence that some of my friends who studied engineering is good with computer.. In actual fact..computing is a Enforce Core subject needed to be taken for engineer students..lols..
okok..i'm not saying i'm willing to take it._.
Plus..i'm quite positive that i'm gonna flunk it=.= I'm seriously catching no balls*Hopefully..the lecturers haven started throwing any* =P
Nevertheless..no matter how bad i might be~i'll still understand more on how this machine is working~ wahahaha..next time..u guys can ask me for computer-crash consultation!! btw..COMPUTING STILL SUCKS..

Just below to the "f*cker airdancerx"ROAR!!