Heartfelt words

Been looking around for someone special in my life..

Actually..it wasn't hard if you're just fated for that person..

There might be someone which i feel that..

i can pour my heart out to once again..

Then maybe..i wouldn't be such an emo freak..lolz..

But then again..i don't feel that it'll work out..

Life's too short n harsh for another run of heart aching moment(s)..

Should i go all out for it again?

Anw..

Sleip..if u happens to read this somehow..there's somethings i wanna say to you..

I know i shouldn't let u know it this way as well..but we aren't really talking at all..

This might be the easilest way for me to let you know as well..

So i wanna tell u that let's become normal friends n nothing more than that ba..

I knew it will risk our frienship over this..but it's all over..

You are still welcome to find me n chat around..

But that'll be the end of our so call "relationship"..

i know i'm harsh..but this is the best i can offer u..

I just finally got my will to say it to you..after so long..

You should be clear that i've given you chances..u can rebute on it..

But it won't change my decision..

Hope that we can still be friends..

X33 all my dar dar^^ chuu~