Maple Days

What they call "MapleTards"..Ignorant to all outside on-going and prioritise maple as part of their life..LOL..I think i'm one of those..=.=..just realise that mapletards will tend to have a busy packed-up timetable of mapling activities awaiting for them..trying to get a life seems pretty impossible..i find myself rushing back home frequently to attend blah blah blah in maple..then in maple..i have to be where where at certain time..tiring=.=..isn't maple for enjoyment?
"erm..have to be back at blah blah for blah blah" seems to be the common word for me..
Sign..should i go look for another job b4 my money gets drain-ed out again? Times are bad..friends are hard to hold on to..relationships are hard to maintain..lifes getting hard..siansation!!
ANW..Starting to audi more now..since i have a commitment to a person there already..lolz..at least i do play my role and responsibility if i ever did happen to have any commitment..not everyone have the same idea though..Empty promises are common to see..words are said to FU YAN ppl..don't anyone understands how much it hurts to have false hope? I dun really like waiting for people ba..lolz..it's part of the reason why i quarrel so much with jing previously..i dun need sweet talks..i need actions!!
Wanna change my life~taking small steps to it..

X33 all my dar dar^^ chuu~