Ultimatum

I think everyone has made some ultimatum at some point of their life

Same goes for me bah..but most of the time..

These ultimatum is set by myself and known only for myself then enforcing it on others..lols

I know it's unfair to those who have no idea of what's going on..

But usually the conditions have to be met unknowingly without me suggesting of what to do..=.=

Hmm..i'm 100% sure that i'm being force to do something so extreme

I did it all due to self defense..be it physically / mentally or emotionally~

It's an instinct to protect one self..

N it takes a hell lottas determination and will to carry out that ultimatum as well

It's never easy either side..or most probably a lot more on my side..

But ultimately..i don't think i've regretted doing those ultimatum i've set

I believe that everything that happens in my life happens for a reason and cause

Just like the crashing of my modem miracle-ly..just nicely..a few months before my A levels..

terminating my only source of distraction to allow me to concentrate on my studies..

I'm thankful to all kind of God for that..lols..

I wonder if it's just pure fate..or am i just pure lucky