There are different TYPE of friends

No doubt..if you would ask me..which is my peak period of life!
I would say: My secondary schools days..
Those time..are really fun..you can pass with flying colours without studying much..
People are all filled with kind passion..just filled with goodness..
i just miss all those innocent ppl..lols..the older i grow..the more corrupted people i see around me (typically adults)

I do actually like people who can't study well..i know it sounds dumb..
The way they handle stituation might be wrong..their language might be crude..but at least..i can see what's up on their mind..it's like an open book written on their faces..lols
Co-habitating with a bunch of smart people around..Lols..is tough..I'm actually pretty afraid of people around me now..what they say..might not be what they think..sometimes..they ain't afraid to voice out even if that might hurt anybody..as long as the other party is worse off..
You can't be the weaker link..or else..you will just get commanded by those who are comfortable with putting their leaderships skills to work..

Anyway..two types of friends..1 is those you go out just to have fun with..and those who are just friends for personal conveniences..
I mean.."convenient" friends are made pretty much to use each other around..what i receive is just 1)tips to exams here and there..
2)a group to form up if a project comes around
3)someone to eat with during breaks
4)someone to seat with during lecture and tutorials
5)someone to double check and help each other out on school related event and stuff
ok..we do joke around..and occassionally have some fun together..but it's not those type that i'll be willing to open myself up to..
See..this type of friends is what i made in school since JC..and i can tell you that it's not getting any better now..lols..it really takes very very long for trust to build..it almost took forever just to allow my click into my life..2 years!
Partly due to the fact of what i saw with my own eyes..in my life at JC
i've saw how bad-mouthing can destroy years of friendship overnight..although..things are now better once misunderstanding clears up..but we are still refusing to talk about it..avoiding the heartbreaking painful issue..but the scar is just there..everyone knew it..but kept quiet for the better..
then i've seen how teachers, who's suppose to be role models, bad-mouthing..practically hating certain students, how influencial they can get everyone to feel the same way they does..
I mean..physical bullying is not seen, but emotional torture is definitely there..lols
and the best answer that teacher can give is " I'm still a human..i have my freedom to hate anyone."
and then..there's the certain type of teachers who will share more exam tips (from what i've seen..it's like the same type of exams qns..just with diff values=.=) ..to students they favour more so that they can do well..lols..afterall..bia-ness is common here._.
They just need their rice bowl..just like any other working adults..who cares bout moral right?
So...I've learnt that everyone will have selfish nature..it's true..but..
i do have moments of being selfish too..why should i be so dumb to share and contribute if the other party is unwilling to do it? Lols..the world isn't a fair place to begin with..
but the fact that people are stepping on one another's tail is......lols.....
REALITY? Is THAT IT?

So..there's a reason why i like people non-related to my work..simply..just throw every stress away..and the only goal i have is to "have fun"..
Like my fellow HSH-rians..you might not know how much i appreciates you guys in my life..
And certain People..which i shall not name~that has helped me a lot through my hard times..
You guys allow me to breathe properly when i was choking..lols..
seriously..love all of ya~