Important

How important do you think you are to me?
Well, i seldom listens to what advices people have to say, because i feel that i have my own sets of thinking, and i'm seldom wrong on my choices i've made..lols..
That doesn't mean i dun think about the logic behind the advices people give..sometimes you just have to give me a moment to internalise before i can change to be a better person..

The other day.. i was telling my mum that i haven't turned 20..
She gave me a extremely shocked look and told me i looked too old =.=
Well..it's not my fault that they assume i'm already 20+
Afterall..i behaved like i'm the oldest among all my sliblings..
and i'm the only one who can handle my own financial problem..
and my face just screaming "old" out ..T_T

Anws, after reading siew's blog about wrapping present..i must say..i don't do that
The only presents i've wrapped, are those that my parents wanna gift out
Which i wrapped in unhappiness coz i can't understand what's there to hide under the wrappers since they'll know it sooner or later what that is?
Don't you think by not purchasing any wrappers much more eco-friendly? lols..
So most probably, my gifts are given out in the original plastic/papers bag i bought them in..

Plus, i seldom hand-make items..i know it's more sincere this way..but i kept having this feeling that it won't be as nice as those machined-produce items..i don't even hand-write any form or notes or cards to accompany the gifts..it's not that i'm not good in crafts..i'm pretty awesome at it actually..i just don't feel like doing it..
although..i do still prefer hand-made items..since they're more human-ish and i like to feel the warmth/effort the person have given me..

Ok..don't ask me why i dont do it..i just don't assume people to treat me back the way i treat them..or vice-versa..
it's just like i keep replying short one-worded sms-es to people..which annoys them and yet when they do it back to me..i'll feel hurt because it seems like they can't be bothered to spend more effort/time typing other content..lols..
that's why human beings are the most complicated thing on earth..