Tired

Do you know..when people are tired..they get irritated easily?
well..gratz to me..I'm those type..and my body reacts instantly when i don't sleep well..
It gives me a bad headache if i dun reach a decent amount of rest..
Panadol or coffee will usually give it a short relief..
but long term wise..sleeping is all that matters..

Aiya..recently i knew something about a compulsary course call DIP (design and innovation project) -.-
Haiz..seriously..i didn't know uni would be that hard..
ok..i know and i've seen in those type of newspaper about uni undergrads winning competition/creating/innovating new items and such..
perhaps i am too naive enough to believe that ..those stuff have nothing to do with me..at all..
i never expect my brains to be smart enough to design or innovate any shit =.= what am i suppose to do at all?
i guess i was wrong again ._. i should have just go to poly after my "Os"
Now my brain..just can't stop running through the endless list of stuff needed to be done..
and yet, i am reluctant to do..
*ya da ya da ya da* i can go on complaining forever..
some people don't like people that complains and don't use the time to act on it..well..i'm acting on it..who say i can't complain while i try to solve the issue? get use to yiyi's lifestyle..lols
afterall..there's no such thing as unsolveable problems in life..

Someone told me a few weeks ago..that if i know something gonna hurt..
then just don't see it..don't hear it..and then pretend nothing had happened..
at least..i think i'll feel better after that..lols..
But you see..if i know what's happening and yet..i still pretend and purposely don't look/think in that direction..
Am i just living in denial? Sounds stupid..but i'm doing that..lols..
Then when someone give me a push to look at that issue..i'll snap..like an over-stretched rubberband

Ah..so when you read to this point..i doubt you can understand anything i'm typing..
but that's the point..lols..it's not suppose to be clear..some things are just better off left this way..
that's reality..face it..

Times like this..usually watching WG will cheer me up..you know why im obessesed with them now? LOL
They're antidol to depression~