i came across this

I came across these as it was used as wasted paper to wrap my past years papers! Seems like a left-over lecture notes from phys. classes...please read the high-lighted portion..

Sometimes..mutual gender understanding would be nice! Girls are not bitches when they gossip too much..perhaps it's just one not being able live to their expectation and they have to let out their frustration on it? No? lols

My grammer sucks

I believe this is Lady's Gaga's cat?

Initially wanted to post something in chinese..but it'll seems to take forever to do so..
Anws..i'm always having a grammer breakdown here..lols..when i re-read my post..i can't even understand my sentense structure..it's like i'm blogging for myself to understand..so i thought...mb if i wrote in other languages...it wouldn't be as bad..lols

This few days..due to Mnet ulitmate..a lot of Kpop artists arrived in singapore..finally found out the agony of being trapped at home while the happenings are going on outside....still..i've saved up on this concert to be going to genting for wonder girls.. haha..Yubin~here i come~

Anws..i'm living in the high now..kinda in a good mood this 2 days..
I promise it's not drug, or alcohol, or even sugar rush..
It might be cheese..LOL

My papers are coming..i'm not into the mode of mugging..there was a time when computers dun exist..and that was the time..my grades were good..distractions are poison!!!

ㅎㅎㅎ

저는 뚱뚱해요.
매일 집에서 자요. 하지만 매일 바빠요. ㅜ.ㅜ

지욘 씨는 사람해요. ㅋ ㅋ 사람했어요.

어똫게?

Double Chocolate chips Cookies

The other day..i travelled along Douby ghout station..that place was filled with HP wall posters..i think everyone should see this..or perhaps all of u have seen it..totally cool..lols..i wonder how much it costs to put up all these advertisement..seems pretty expensive from the quality and look of it..

Anws..HP is the show to watch now...lols..i've watched it thrice actually..

Anws..i made them on friday..i was totally exhuasted after making them..lols..took me 3-4hours to finish baking all of them..it was a little too sweet though..even after i alr reduced the amount of sugar added in..and i think i should reduce the cocoa powder even more..the cookie seems way too heaty to be eaten in a huge amount at one shot..for those who wanna try..next time ba..after i've improved the alr edited recipe to it..lols..
Maybe before Christmas?

LOL..after these cookies..i feel like making cupcakes now..

My 20th Birthday~

Actually, i prefer people treating me to a meal instead of receiving present(s)..
Apprantly..no one had given something i would really like in my last 20 birthday..
At least..i thought a meal or what would be more practical..
Anws..i love it when my friends bring me to different places to try out new food =)
Refreshing...lols..but it's nv always good..still..i like to try new food
i'm much happier when i'm eating new stuff..lols
So those closer to me prefer to just eat out together~to celebrate..lols

Anws..my uni mates bought me this..which...i was bit.....lols..i know i'm studying korean..
But i dun really seems to need this?

Kitty..on the other hand bought me this..a tortise cushion? With a secret talent..
of vibrating.....with 2 AA battery..

Right Now

This is not about Wonder Girls or Maple..it's about me..lols
I'm happy right now..at least..in this moment..
even if the future is not that bright..and filled with unknown that taking every steps is risky..

i still walk through it day by day..

because i'm treasuring now..because now is precious..
i don't need a 10 year plan..yet..lols..i need a right now plan..

and that's to be happy..even if it's to keep both eyes close to the future..

i'll still choose ..... XXX

I believe

There's a lot things i believe in actually..for example :

i believe that starbucks coffee tastes better than coffee bean
i believe that mcdonalds have better fries than the rest any other fast food outlet
i believe any food with cheese on it will taste like heaven
i also believe if i die in an accident, i will donate all my organs out
i believe i can and will go on blind rages when someone hurts me

Space-out

So i spend about 3 hours traveling to and fro from school everyday..
10 mins - to walk from home to Mrt
30 mins - For mrt to travel from sembawang to Jurong east
15 mins - To change to green line and get to Boon Lay
30 mins - to get to Bus 179 to get to school
5 mins - walk from bus stop to located class-room/lectures hall
Then same but reversed procedues back home

When it's exams period..i might spend the time on the Mrt mugging away..
However, most of the time i just listen to my Ipod and space out..
sorta like a nice timing to run through stuff/think through complicated problems or issues
Not exactly time efficient..but peak hours train are just too scary..lols
Recently..i formed a bad habit of not checking whether or not i "off" my ipod when not in use..
So it just kept on running till it's batt. flat
So half the time it dead when i wanna use it..
Then i form this new habit of listening to people's conversation..
Well..i can't sleep on the train..its just what's left to do after my ipod is dead?
I know it's rude..coz u tend to stare at the person u r listening to..lols
Ah..how i wish i can get a car...lols..but then again..i wouldn't want a car not bought by myself..

My Boring Life #9

Anyone disagree with me that window media player sucks?

When people gets bored~

People tends to get really ridiculous when they're bored..
Like me..who posted 4 post today because i had nothing to do..except the need to study..which i can keep procrastinate..lols..

Important

How important do you think you are to me?
Well, i seldom listens to what advices people have to say, because i feel that i have my own sets of thinking, and i'm seldom wrong on my choices i've made..lols..
That doesn't mean i dun think about the logic behind the advices people give..sometimes you just have to give me a moment to internalise before i can change to be a better person..

The other day.. i was telling my mum that i haven't turned 20..
She gave me a extremely shocked look and told me i looked too old =.=
Well..it's not my fault that they assume i'm already 20+
Afterall..i behaved like i'm the oldest among all my sliblings..
and i'm the only one who can handle my own financial problem..
and my face just screaming "old" out ..T_T

Anws, after reading siew's blog about wrapping present..i must say..i don't do that
The only presents i've wrapped, are those that my parents wanna gift out
Which i wrapped in unhappiness coz i can't understand what's there to hide under the wrappers since they'll know it sooner or later what that is?
Don't you think by not purchasing any wrappers much more eco-friendly? lols..
So most probably, my gifts are given out in the original plastic/papers bag i bought them in..

Plus, i seldom hand-make items..i know it's more sincere this way..but i kept having this feeling that it won't be as nice as those machined-produce items..i don't even hand-write any form or notes or cards to accompany the gifts..it's not that i'm not good in crafts..i'm pretty awesome at it actually..i just don't feel like doing it..
although..i do still prefer hand-made items..since they're more human-ish and i like to feel the warmth/effort the person have given me..

Ok..don't ask me why i dont do it..i just don't assume people to treat me back the way i treat them..or vice-versa..
it's just like i keep replying short one-worded sms-es to people..which annoys them and yet when they do it back to me..i'll feel hurt because it seems like they can't be bothered to spend more effort/time typing other content..lols..
that's why human beings are the most complicated thing on earth..

Blue Blood

When you speaks of blue blood..people always assumes it comes from aliens/monsters.
Or just avatar~ lols.. Came across this show named: blueblood ..so i thought of writing this post
Truth is..when you speaks of blue blood..i think of horse-shoe crabs~
Yes. horse shoes crab have blue blood because their blood is copper-based..
While most of our mammals blood are iron-based..which makes them red..
Iron-based blood are more efficient in carrying oxygen i suppose..

Anws..extraction of their blood is to drain it straight from their heart..
Sounds curel, but they'll survive with 2/3 of their blood left..lols..
thought there's a 10+% mortaility rate~
Their blood cost bout $15,000 per 1 qt..

Which is use to test for medical products for to test for bacteria which can be fatal to humans..
In short, be thanksful to horseshoe crab the next time you take a vaccine..
Their blood are the one that actually saved your life~

JYJ who?

Anws..had a free ticket to JYJ singapore showcase from my friend the other day..
Since it was free..lols..i can't really expects good seats..ended up seating at the very sidemost/last row..lols..it was so far away that i couldn't even read the words flash on the screen.. and JYJ look like a 10 cm talk figure jumping around..

The only words i saw was "The journey is just beginning"
Well..it ended with~ Jun Su saying :"Always keep the faith!!!"
Then i was like..isn't that tvxq quotes..lols..i thought they shouldn't use it since they're JYJ..
Ah..nvm..but it was just 5or 6 songs and a lot of interview timing..lasted only 1 hour..
Yet i think almost 6/7k people turn up..with the sea of red lightsticks..
Cool in a way though~ to seat back and watch other people idolising their idols..
then realise how ridiculous u can be while u r doing that..haha..

My Favourite TV Couple

Adam Couple from We got married..havent seen such perfect couple pairing for quite a while
Jo kwon and Ga-in are practically made for each other..
some people might love them because they're the funny couple around..

but i love them just because they "love" each other so much..lols
It's cute to watch jo kwon being this cute little brother to Ga-in all the times..while stepping up to be her *man* when she needs him to be..he's a very passionate lover..
Ga-in on the other hand..being very mature and rational in the relationship..yet very very sensitive to jokwon internally and take great care of him..

So when u add them together..

Who can resist the man made to be a perfection for girls.
Edward cullen..lols..you are created to fit the needs of bella..lols

If you've read the novel..u can feel how eternal love and sacrificial put into act..

Touched my heart so many many times no matter how many times i read that series

Charmed : Leo and piper. An angel and a witch. Which indicates that love has no boundary.
This is a old drama series..but i couldn't leave it out..they're just too cute together..lols

Not those type of american drama where divorcees are everywhere..it's more of "eternal love" here as well..haha

Grey's Anatomy : Meredith Grey and Dereck Shepherd.

Took them 5 seasons to be finally married. While to me..this is the pair that went through thick and thin together. They have been through so much so that the list can go on till tomorrow morning. To me, this is my top couple. A pair that fought so much to be together. What people typically call "fiece-lessly fighting for / to love" It's like no matter how bad or how twisted one can be..love can cure everything.
Love that enables them to really die for each other..very admirable..

However, tv series are still made of what the audience demands..

Going back to reality..i doubt such heavenly love will occur..lols

I

If my brain is capable of screaming my thoughts out loud..i would seriously loved it..
at least for now..lols..coz there's so much things to say and yet so much constrains to consider..

Tired

Do you know..when people are tired..they get irritated easily?
well..gratz to me..I'm those type..and my body reacts instantly when i don't sleep well..
It gives me a bad headache if i dun reach a decent amount of rest..
Panadol or coffee will usually give it a short relief..
but long term wise..sleeping is all that matters..

Aiya..recently i knew something about a compulsary course call DIP (design and innovation project) -.-
Haiz..seriously..i didn't know uni would be that hard..
ok..i know and i've seen in those type of newspaper about uni undergrads winning competition/creating/innovating new items and such..
perhaps i am too naive enough to believe that ..those stuff have nothing to do with me..at all..
i never expect my brains to be smart enough to design or innovate any shit =.= what am i suppose to do at all?
i guess i was wrong again ._. i should have just go to poly after my "Os"
Now my brain..just can't stop running through the endless list of stuff needed to be done..
and yet, i am reluctant to do..
*ya da ya da ya da* i can go on complaining forever..
some people don't like people that complains and don't use the time to act on it..well..i'm acting on it..who say i can't complain while i try to solve the issue? get use to yiyi's lifestyle..lols
afterall..there's no such thing as unsolveable problems in life..

Someone told me a few weeks ago..that if i know something gonna hurt..
then just don't see it..don't hear it..and then pretend nothing had happened..
at least..i think i'll feel better after that..lols..
But you see..if i know what's happening and yet..i still pretend and purposely don't look/think in that direction..
Am i just living in denial? Sounds stupid..but i'm doing that..lols..
Then when someone give me a push to look at that issue..i'll snap..like an over-stretched rubberband

Ah..so when you read to this point..i doubt you can understand anything i'm typing..
but that's the point..lols..it's not suppose to be clear..some things are just better off left this way..
that's reality..face it..

Times like this..usually watching WG will cheer me up..you know why im obessesed with them now? LOL
They're antidol to depression~

I don't like it when...

1. People msn-ing me and talking nonsense while i'm watching a show..
Yes i dont mind gossiping and i love chit chatting around..
it's just not when i'm emotionally attached with the story of the show i'm watching..
it annoys me..when the orange light wouldn't go away..
well..that gets to another point..how would you know that i'm watching show?
which links to being at the right place at the right time..lols~ good luck on that..

2. People ignore my messages via sms or msn
Well..i'm not those type who text a lot..or replies people a lot..
unless i'm not too close with that person..i'll reply them because it's only polite to do so..

My friend told me that i "self-acknowledge" sms-es most of the time..
Something like understanding the content and self-replying..
Ex: " dinner at 7pm later tonight?"
then i'll be mentally thinking "ok"..w/o replying anyone..lols
Even if it's not that case..i take days to get back to someone

So when i do text people..it means i showered that sms with L.O.V.E and C.A.R.E
Hence, when people ignore it, i'll get seriously upset because my love was treated like trash..
:(

3. Children screams
Simple : i'm not too fond of children, especially grown ups with a child's mentality..lols

4. People lie to me..lols..
said it a lot of times, paper just cant wrap fire..
and i don't see any reasons why, any lie is require to resolve anything
Honesty is the best policy

Ah...that makes sense

What are men to girls~

What are girls to man~

HappyYubinDay~

On this day, 4th Oct ..is an extremely special day
Since it's the day, Kim Yu Bin decended to earth 22 years ago. My forever no. 1 idol~
If there isn't Yubin rocking my life~ I won't be madly in love with K-pop as well~
So i shall start off this post for this awesome rapper from the Wonder Girls
Best wishes to this cutie babe~

Apprantly, after some random guy introduce to me some random website..(u know who you are)
i manage to purchase my Lady Gaga's heartbeats afterall..arrived last saturday..a lot faster than i expected though..since it's like shipped from the US..only took 2 days..lols..afterall i paid like $36 USD for shipping itself ._. kill me..lols

Anws..loved the design..lols..
i'm kinda spending way more than i should after i got the "UOB" lady's sub card from my mum ._.

Firstly, i do pay all by myself. The whole idea of having a credit card is to shop w/o cash
So when you don't physically hands out the $, the impact is not that big.
Especially now that i can buy a hell lottas stuff just by clicking..lols

P/S: Quoted from a friend : It used to be..which k-pop idol is coming..now is..which k-pop idol haven't come yet?
Aish..stop the fever for a while..my pockets are dried!

Manga Fever

Did you guys know..i collect Manga..(well..used to)
I still do now..just not as much..only continued those series i loved a lot

I have hundreds of them..All stored..erm..in my cabinet..but apprantly 1 cabinet isn't enough..lols
I did a rough estimate..i actually spent thousands of dollars on it.. =.=
well..it's spread across a good no. of years..
initially..my mum wasn't too happy about my interest..everytime a new manga turns up in my house..
she'll scream/nag at me..but she kinda stopped after realising that i wouldn't stop buying just because she's mad..
That was after like a good whole year of new Manga appearing every single week..lols

Before computer became popular..Manga was my souce of entertainment..
I dunno bout u..but i like to collect stuff i like..so i really spend half my expenses on these collection of mine
The papers are turning yellow though.. =(
I just thought that people who likes anime will naturally like Manga..isn't it?
Afterall..all anime are adapted from popular Manga..

P/S: Love Miss A - breathe
The song is so fresh and cute and catchy..and it only gets nicer everytime i hear it

My haunted Laptop

Lols..seriously..my laptop has a lot of issues with the Standby / Shutdown mode
I think my cute pinkie lappie is against the idea of ME switching it off
For the pass few months..it has went against my will and auto-restarts by itself..
I seriously think the OS has some problem..lols
It's like even if i click the standby mode, it'll re-activate by itself in a moment or so..
Then people will start MSN-ing me while i'm not around..
It happened again last night..i remembered Standby-ing it and went for an early bed at 8pm
Then at 10 pm, i was woken up by the Annoying MSN sound..
U know the sound when people talk to you? yar..(i don't like getting woken up)
So u can guessed how annoyed i was..lols..

So to my cute Lappie : can you please go to sleep when i put you to bed..and stop waking up? =)

Beats ear piece!!!

Anw..i was drawn to Dr. Dre Products recently..
If you dunno what's/who's that? They just produce the best headphones on earth..lols
If you have not realise..a lot of Pop-icons are seen with Dr.Dre headphone..
They even custom-made for celebrities as well..
Big names like Jay-z/kelly clarkson etc all owns this..

Anw..they only celebrity endorsed item they selling to the public is the heartbeats designed by Lady GaGa
I remembered spotting this earpiece in one of her MV..at that time, i thought it was really cool and unique~

Anw..my idols..e WG~ just received their custom made (sponsored) Wonder Beats headphone not long ago..
Then YuBin tweeted today with this head set..which is the Beats "Pro"
Which is not suppose to be on sales yet? Lols..guess celebrities really have their power..lols..sponsored again?

Ok..i'm not really looking for headphones..
But! they do produce 2 types of ear pieces..and one of it is the pic u seen above (heartbeats)..which cost around $170
Very expensive..but i think it's worth every cent for it's excellent sound quality..
Branded headphones ..lols
So just when i made up my mind about purchasing it !!!
I realise the website only made sales available to U.S
Haiz..T.T

Virtual Idol 初音未来 " Thanks giving concert"

I came across this recently..LOL
I didn't know a concert can be held this way..or even exist in this form..
i mean seriously..technology is so awesome nowadays..im so so so amazed!!!
alright..I'm moving to Japan now! hahaha~

SAD!! My e-mail died!!

Awful day today..
My old msn died on me..even after resetting my password twice..it doesn't work..
I brought my account to see doctor. microsoft window live
Apprantly..he said there's too much unused accounts in my msn..sending viruses to me
Then my poor account buai tahan..so..it broke down
and it's suppose to be fixable but i can't fix it T.T
even after reading through the recovery manual x10 times ._.

I'm saying Bye Bye to my 10 years worth of friends..
Argh..i feel so lost without it..so insecure..like i can't get in touch with people anymore T.T
People reach me through MSN more than my phone
(coz i seldom reply my sms-es/pick up my call)
Not to mention how many accounts on different websites i register using that mail!
ARGH!!! it's like pressing the Auto Reset to my social life..T.T

So my main point is~ add me back on justfortwy@hotmail.com everyone!

Typing 한국어

Ah..just learnt how to type in korean yesterday! Ha! So cool!
Though it takes like 30 secs for each character -.-

But anws..if u guys don't understand..you can goggle translate it..lols..i do that all the time~
With my limited vocab..i shall type some thing!

안녱하세요.
- 어머니 사량해~
- 원더걸스 좇아요~
- 유빈언니 예뻐요~

anws..i talked to my mum about itouch4 today..
she was like.."how much?" and i was in total shockness..lols!
Well..there's a differences between "how much?" and a "no" right to my face..
how much = can consider buying
Didn't expect it to be THAT easy..then it made me guilty..=.=
Since u know..i bought that ipod nano not that long ago..and it's suppose to be the lastest at that time..now it's like antique..lols..not that it's not useable..but it's just a waste buying a new one..
Moreover, technology is changing so fast! i bet e itouch4 be outdated in a year or so..
So i told her quickly.."actually i didn't really want it that badly lar"..lols
And i continued " but i confirm!!! i really really wanna buy iphone!"
Then she was like.."when's your contract ending?"

ARGH! i think she's totally mad nowadays..it was never that easy a year back..
Most probably i would have to pay for it myself + beg them for permission to buy!
Now she's like cai shen ye spreading her wealth=.=
Which is so unbelievable..

Tissue Issue

The bin in my room is always filled to the brim with used tissue..
Kinda average bout 20-30 ply of tissue per day..so it's about 1 box per week?
i can't help it..tissue is like part of my life since i was born..

well..i goggled on what cause this tissue issue on me.. and i got this!

Sinus!
Sneezing is your body's way of cleaning out the passages and discharging irritating particles like dust pollen . blah blah blah ( skipping all the technical terms )

Solution: Have something warm and get your body warmed up..blah blah blah..

No wonder it always gets better after i ate my breakfast..Ah ha!

If only i sneezes as cute as this little thingie!
Here's the famous sneezing panda video~

when i grow up?

when i was 5, i spend my child hood in the wilder-ness..
climbling up mountains and mountains of stock boxes in my parents office

when i was 10, i wanted to become a teacher/lawyer/doctor..
So much for brain-washing from my parents that one can only be sucessful when u r one of those~

when i was 13, i hated my curly hair who couldn't stop curling..
it's genetic..i can't help it..

when i was 16, life got a little better financially..
I got a childhood..lols..as a poor kid..poor but loved!

when i was 17, i fell in love for the first time..
lols..sweet memories always passes..

when i was 18, my year of growing up
understood so much about my purpose of living..
it's like i grew up internally to be capable to see the world in a new angle..

when i was 19, i went all mad for chasing idols..

when i was 19 1/2, troubled with school work..

so when i turn 20~ hohohohohoho~
Lately i'm thinking whether i should buy myself a itouch?
Or get a iphone later on?

Korean and K-Pop Night

I took up Korean lesson recently, one as a subject in NTU, one in a nearby community center
LOL..it's freaking hard..not just the ordinary "Ah, Or, Oh, Wa, Wo" pronouncication u see from the dramas or heard from the songs.
It's lols..just hard..there's these words which i must speak with
"k, and kkkk, and kkkkkkkzzzz" or "p, ppp, and bbbbbbb" etc etc
that sound all the same to me =.=
and i'm spit-ing saliva around trying to pronounce it

P/S: i bought the K-Pop night tickets, after......so much consideration..
Taeyang! Here i come! SHINee..wait for me!!!
Sold an extra ticket at $150..lols

Back to blogging~

Went to twitter for a moment..now i'm back to blogging..*not that i'm quitting twitter*
But i have to say..twitter is more enjoyable..since it's interactive with people xD
And for me..a place where i can get updates from my idols..since it's the trend for them to communicate with fans through twitter~Haha..
Anws..blogging is more of writing my life in a long paragraph..and twitter is just in a 1 line summary
But apprantly a lot of people are still not using twitter..i guess i'll keep people updated about me through blogging as well..assuming that there's still people reading..lols..
Secret lurkers are encouraged to remain as secret lurkers!

Anws..Resident evil : afterlife was released recently..anyone who haven't catch it..you should seriously do it!
Afterall, it's just another "must see" 3D film after avatar..
Did i mention i'm a super duper freaking big fan of this show? Lols..
I think i've rewatched all of the 4 film at least thrice each..totally awesome show..
Can u imagine Milla Jovovich is actually 35 this year!! Lols..i thought Ang moh is suppose to age faster than asian?
Why don't i see any sign of aging in her? well, i'm a tiny fan of her since her lead role in the "fifth element" movie =p

Ohoh..did anyone watch this show? It's a new korean drama series, well, might be a little childish for some people..
But to me..this show is way way too cute and heartwarming to be missed..
Well, the title says a lot about the storyline u should expect..except the fact that i'm predicting either a very good ending, or a very bad one.. T.T i seriously hope there'll be a good one..if not tears will never stop flowing from my eyes..lols
I 100% positively loved it..lols..this series is near it's ending!!!
Shin Min Ah..the lead female..totally gorgeous..i think no one can fit the role as well as she does..she's so adorable in her character..hahaha..

Anws..school have started for me..kinda busy busy like a bee around..but u know me..never really too serious enough to seat down and juggle my school work with (doing a lot of annoying-non-stop-can't-stop) stuff with the net..haiz..that's explains a lot bout my grade..lols..
Not exactly good..but wasn't bad enough to make me repeat my course -.- should i be grateful for that?
Well, i always thought that i should enjoy my life while i can..but looking at my friends who graduated from poly struggling to find a job in their study-related area..kinda covered my future with unbearable dark clouds..lols
I had this friend who studied in Media and unable to find a job in that area..end up looking for a job at admin? lols?
Media and admin is like heaven and hell..
So much for engineering ar..lols..i don't needa be filthy rich..but at least a pay decent enough to get my life moving on..

Off to Twitter

LOL..so after 1 year +..i'm quitting blogger on my 176th post!
So..i'm kinda shifting to twitter =P
KK..so if u guys wanna leave me messages n such..use twitter..lols
It's relatively easy to use..so keep up with the trends ppl~
follow me @xD_YiYi on twitter

Finding the finishing line

I feel like i'm about to reach the finishing line..lols..
I'm looking for a fresh start soon..hopefully a good one will come..
So about in a month from now..my decision will be reached..
Though it might be painful..but..i feel it's better this way..
Just have to make up my mind and stick through with it =X

I'm mad

Well..there's only 1 reason for my madness-.- N u all should know who i'm doing that for..lols
Especially after knowing that a lot of teenager (still schooling) fans will not turn up due to the overpriced tickets..it's now up to those who-still-can afford fans to support my idol~
My tickets is actually at discounted price for using OCBC debit/credit card~ orginal price was $178..Usually a $178 would fetch a extremely good seats in concert hall (If u r an early bird)
But! $178 for a free standing ticket =.= i thought twice/thrice...hundreth times b4 buying
I've been to the showcase for WG for appox. 2000 ppl a few weeks ago..it was HELL~
This concert can hold up to 10,000 ppl..just think about the human-squashing involved..aish!

Anw..Singfest 2010
3rd August : Pop Music
4th August : R&B Music
5th Music : Rock & Roll Music
It's $178 per day~ Not $178 for 3 days -.- This is what i'm pissed about..lols
But each day last appox. 7 hours..so i'll see how it goes..haha

The problem with free standing ticket is that..if i'm buying this to stand behind rows and rows of ppl..i would rather relax at home and watch it from youtube..so in order to make it all worth it..queue-ing overnight @ the venue is absoutely required to obtain a good spot, n good spot to me = front row against the bars..other than that..it's not good..lols

So after gaining one experience of queue-ing overnight @ Marina Sands expo..
I came up with a list of "die also must bring yet no one thought of it" items~
1. WET! Tissue
ability to wipe of anything..n it's refreshing to ur skin when u r all sweaty n dirty..it's also a lot more hygenic if u use one b4 consuming any stuff
2. Deodourant
try not to stink everyone off..especially because u can't bathe for like what? more than 24hours
3. Panadol/gastric pills
u r practically living off bread and water..and u r under the evil hot curel UV ray-emitting sun
It's pretty easy to get sick..so some medication can seriously save u if u ever get ill
4. Plastic Bags
This is ridiculous..but u'll appreciates it when u can use it to seat down on dirty/wet ground..it's impossible not to rest throughout the 27/28 hours
+ u can use it to throw away ur rubbish..when the concert is starting..lols

I can tell u..queue-ing is 100% not fun..ur mood will get worse n worse as time passes/when u get more n more tired..conflict between ur "group"will occur..yesh..u can't queue alone..it's like hell for me..lols..i'm having nightmare on queue-ing for concert since then..it's true..
But anws..it's all worth it..when u r able to stand at the best spot where everyone is envy of when the concert starts..
though..due to all the non-stop hyena screaming..u can't really hear much of their singing..well..besides the blasting loud bass from the background music..it's different from a Fan POV and from the perfect (scream-ing eliminated, bass-blasting eliminated n sound quality improved) live showcase u seen from TV..a new kind of experience for me =p
I'm enjoying every minute of my fandom~

chicken soup

Ok..recently, someone recommend me to read up on chicken soup, in which i borrowed from e library ..it's suppose to be inspiring? as in trigger some positivity in oneself..
i'm not a fan of "self-help" books..but since i'm open to new stuff..i did try..
Just that, I dun change because i read something that suppose to be inspiring..
but i dun find it triggering up any stuff in me..in fact..i find it kinda annoying..

Science and Math is a belief..a belief in facts that u can see or touch..then there are those who believe in more~ and that's where religion steps in..
There's a thing bout christian..they're exceptionally kind ppl..they are the ppl who rise about all others..which sometimes..impresses me..the teaching from e bible n the belief in jesus is what mould them into beautiful souls..Beautiful soul i would like to archieve..at some point in my life..(i think..but i'm know i'm not cut out for it) n that's goes out to prove that the bible is the no. 1 selling books of all time.
Chicken soup, to me is like, a bible in story form..lols..sry that i'm not a christian..but it's no different from my mum telling me everyday to be a good person in life..
I know i have to be good person n i certainly do not need anyone to tell me what to do and how to live to be a good person..if i were to be shape like everyone else and be taught through book? then what makes me, "ME"?

Yoobin ar~

There's so much to say~ But a picture says a thousand word~ So xD

Lady Gaga - Alejandro

Did i mention? Lady Gaga has reach a new level of unique-ness..lols
Pre-warning: erm..dun view the video if u're gonna judge it..it's a little extreme for me also..but it's just soooo freaking GAGA..
According to ppl..there're parts where it's contradicts certain religion..n it kinda offended them
Like : Gaga devours the rosary beads is meant to represent "the desire to take in the Holy."aish..too long to explain..u can research urself if u're interested..lols
But as long as i support her..i'll support whatever genre of music she produces..though i do like the song itself a lot more than the MV..lols..

P/S: WONDER GIRLS IS REACHING IN HOURS!!!!!
I'm FREAKING OUT!!!

Recently

1. Got super addicted to a variety show call " Family Outing" *season 1*
It's so hilarious that i can't breathe properly~I thought i was gonna die coz i can't stop laughing~

2. Bought a new 14.1 megapixel super light but soso-looking camera! I'm super happy with it though

3. Beginning to teach tuition and got amazed by how easy earning this is..lols

4. Quitted Maple..i thought i will never get over it..but i did anyway

5. Geared myself up to see Wonder Girls for the first time in real life!
~Music Showcase ticket (checked)
~Meet n Greet autograph session ticket (checked)
~HD video taking Camera (checked)
~Wonder girls "2DT" album (checked)
~Yoobin Banner (checked)
~Rest my lungs well enough to scream like mad for them (checked)
~Rest my body well enough for a 3 days non-sleep stalking camp (checked)
~Get WG's flight shedule (still unknown) !!!!!
~Prepare lottas buns and water *aish~sounds so pathetic*

This is my first experience being a full-time fan !! I'm so excited..n i can't stop jumping up n down whenever i think of this day!!
*The post is written in purple to delicate this to WG*

My New Job

Ok..overall..i'll say it's a great part time job..since it's like..
you can turn up whenever u want with, there's no fixed timing and there's nobody there to supervise you..lols..so i get paid by the no. of surveys i completed with e suveryor through phone..(p/s: e one i'm doing now is $4 per piece)
So including all the rejects i get/can't get through/complains and non-related stuff i'm hearing about during e survey..i can get about 4 surveys done in an hour..Ok..

Firstly..when people slams their phone on me..i'll get a bit hurt..lols..i was speaking nicely ok!!Moreover..these people actually agreed to be surveyed previously..n that was why i was given their no. to call and to be surveyed..i mean if they're not free at that moment they can tell me mah..They're so rude..seriously zero manners..but..tsk!!..i'm getting use to it now..No use caring bout rude morons who can't hold a proper conversation..

Secondly..my voice gets kinda rough after 2 hours or so..N i didn't know your voice will actually change when it gets tired -.-" it's like singer going outta tune when singing..my voice goes outta tune when i'm speaking..n i'm 100% positive that i didn't do anything to change it..it's automatic! Lols..so someone told me on the phone today, that i should seriously drink some water b4 i continue..i was like..lols..i know..sorry bout that..obviously that person was concern bout how weirdly/dorkily i sounded -.-
But anw..i'm happy with e short working hours n yet highly paid job..lols

P/s: Starting to give tuition this sunday..hope my rusty brain is still working well

My Boring Life # 8

I have a problem with spelling Pasir Ris, don't ask me why..i have no idea as well..
It can't seems to register it's spelling into my brain

So i always end up with Paris...paseris..pa siris? Eh..*wth* how to spell ar?!?!

IT Fair

Heyz..i just checked it out..june IT fair is 10-13 (thur~Sun)
Sooo..R>PPL who wanna go on spending spree with me~LOLOL
Most probably going on thur/Fri..i'm scare of crowds~
Ohoh..my mum applied a visa sub card for me..so i can go shopping!!!
Actually..she just need me to help her get a lap top which is suitable for a computer-idoit like her..lols..N i wanna get a solid camera for my family (p/s: it's mine..but since my mum voluteered to pay) i'll labelled it as "My Family"..lols..but most probably it's "MINE"!!!
Anw..i'm helping her to explode her credit card limit..lololols..
I'm just joking..she trusted me~ so i must control control..

e only reason she apply that card is to let me shop for her at e IT fair..
I'm 101% positive she'll terrified of any kind of fair..she went twice..once to electronic fair n once to IT fair..n ended up with severe headache later on..well..i can't understand "old ppl"/aging-prone illness..but i'm glad i got a visa card..
Visa = online shopping!!! Hahahaha~
Of coz..it includes the.."what u spend, u die die also must pay me back rule"

My Boring Life # 7

As much as i love getting new shoes,

I hate is just as much,

because it never fails to give my feet endless blisters!

Wonder Girl's Fever

The fever is still on n burning hot within me~

They might not be the prettiest, they might not be the best singers,

they might not be the best dancers..

But Wonder Girls are the most hardworking group you can find..

No one tries as hard or work as hard as they do..
I'm 101% touched by their Wonders~

Saranghaeyo Wonder Girls~
Saranghaeyo Yoobin

[M/V]Wonder Girls_2 Different Tears_Korean

Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears album is out with 3 language~ English, chinese n Korean! Well..the korean version do sound e best though..

Omg..can u see how hot yoobin is..she just reached another whole new level of Sexy-ness! Gosh~She's just exploding with "Hot-ness" from her every pore!!!

The System

I have to admit..i'm a little messy..ok..maybe a little more than a little..
My queen size bed..usually half of it is filled with my stuff..ex: my notes/my bag etc
Heyz..it's too big for myself anyway..i only needed half for sleeping..lols
N my table..lols..it's like u can find practically anything there..stationary..panadol..hand sanitizer..contact lenses..sweets..water..n multiple wires of different kind (like ipod/mouse/external hard-dish/ear piece etcetc)
aiya..most probably anything i needa survive on is in 1 place..
But..i do have a system of where i leave my things..so it's not messy in a way that i won't be able to find my things i needed it..it's just a system where people other than myself can't see!
So in conclusion..i'm not a messy person..lololol!!

wonder girls vs snsd dance battle 071228

Dedicated to my lovely Ruth dardar~ Lols..

A dance battle when they're still rookie at 2007!! Enjoy~

P/S (to ruth) : I can regonise TaeYeon , Yoona, Sunny, Tiffany, Jessica n Soo young currently..working on it dardar! LOLs..

P/S 2: Saranghaeyo Yoobin! Saranghaeyo Wonder Girls!

My side bar is longer than my post -.-

Ok..the problem is this..my side bar has too much items n content..it's actually longer than my post..so it kinda irritates me a little..so i shall decrease my 3 line summary posting method..n start writing some long winded story to fill up my blog~

So let's start by telling u that i went shopping for shoes with beanie a few days ago..there wasn't any size for those design i liked..aish! Well..beanie on e other hand..bought 3 pairs! Apparantly her rare tiny feet of size 5 have a lot of stocks left..
Anw..i just watched ip man 2 in threate..lols..e plot is about e same as e first one..
In summary : he said: They might be a status differences in People..But e dignity of people are equalize..and one should learn to respect one another for that..(or something along that line)
Hmm..if they continue to come up with e same thing..i don't think i'll be interested anymore
No point by keep making sequel on e same thing..getting boring ya know

But anw.. talking bout sequel..Resident evil 4 is coming up round sept..Lols..i'm so excited
Now that's something that'll keep my blood pumping around! I love gore~
E trailer is out somewhere on e web alr..lazy to post here..but do check it out!

Yoobin in her latest photo shoot

Most impotantly, Wonder Girls ( 2 Different Tears) album is launching This Sunday! Yesh! Yoobin! Saranghaeyo! Hopefully this comeback for wonder girls isn't too late =p Lols..i won't expect anyone to understand a super Fan feeling..but i would die just to take some pictures with them or even a tiny autograph!

My Boring Life #6

I've decided to go out and look for a part time job.

It has always been easy for me,

Since i'm not a picky towards any kind of jobs and my level of tolerating nonsense is quite high. Lols~

YooBin~

Saranghaeyo sexy Yoobin!

My Boring Life # 5

Hates it when,

People don't take initiative towards things,

they're suppose to do.

My Boring Life # 4

Oh, I love Yoobin recently.

Then, I love my Mum at times.

But, I love my ipod at all times.

My Boring Life #3

I eat when i'm hungry.

I sleep when i'm tired.

There's no clock system running in my body.

My Boring Life #2

I Love Wonder Girls~

Ruth like SNSD!

So we stand on different side of the road. :(

My Boring Life # 1

I felt tired.

So i laid on my bed.

And i fell asleep.

YiYi's Style for drifting~

In case u r wondering bout drifting as in..car drifting~ I'm not..i ain't about to throw away my new lisence..lols
Anw..it's about my style of drifting away from people..lols..it's really easy for me..seriously
All it takes is just a reason for people to stop meeting each other..
When that stops..i made no effort to savage n try to take initiative to remain in contact with anyone..lols..
i think i sucks..lols

Oh well..fear n uncertainity grow exponentially when people dun contact with each other..
U dun get updates on their life..u dunno what's going on with each other~
I've gotta say..when u start to hear from people once again..the fear drop by half..
n when u getta see each other..the uncertainity is cut by half again..

Stop Telling Me life is easiler when you're studying

Apprantly it's not..life sucks..i rather be working instead of studying..
Don't tell me it's because i've never step into the harsh reality of the working society b4 or whatever..
Coz i did tried working part time in etc etc places before..n i wouldn't say i was exactly happy there..
But $ were streaming in..n i'm stress free..note: Stress Free is the impt word there
Life as a student sucks big time..other than endless hours studying in sch..
There's like endless assignment n project to be completed..
Other than that...exams is like the final judgement u have for ur entire life as a student
Seriously..what's the point in stressing myself so badly mugging over shit that doesn't makes much sense
Example: Doing calculus in Mathematics..Application in life? Ans: (Zero)

Now i'm seriously doubting my purpose of getting a degree..erm..more like a degree with a honours..if not..what's e point?
My only motivation to do well now is because i dun feel like wasting my parents $..
Really..it's very expensive to study a tertiary education -.-
Now i'm probably hoping n wishing that if i graduates..it'll be all worthwhile
+ I believe that pay is proportional to the amount of stress u r given at work..
So getting more pay with my higher lvl of education? Is really what i wanted? more stress? LOL

Anw..let's see if world really do ends in 2012..lols..btw..i don't believe in it just like i don't believe in god
But anw..i pass my driving lisence~anyone here to congratulate me?

ME

Ok..just updating..i know it's april alr..n i just started on my new year resolution
So...what i really really want this year is e latest "macbook pro"
Apprantly, up till last year..i have no idea what's the diff between a macbook n a pc
Besides the different OS (Operating System)..A mac book is actually way faster n provides better graphics compared to a normal PC..N it look good too
I know i shouldn't say this when my lappie is only a year old..it's not exactly that bad..e specs are pretty good
(with a 4GB ram n 2.xx Hz speed n a huge 500GB space-.- which apprantly i can't finish using, n it irritates the hell outta me coz it takes so freaking long to scan such a big memory space)
But but..i really want it =(
Besides a ipod touch (which is another thing i should not spend on..since i just got my ipod nano) But..a iphone would be good..LOL..f3..i'm spendthift..i dun spend on clothing/make up..but i want some nice technology in my life
Aww..i know i'm a otaku..so dun needa update me on that f3
Btw..you guys should know avatar(the movie) is actually e highest grossing flim in the whole movie making industry, almost twice the revenue made from Tatanic. Anw..my point is..dun forget my favourite cartoon character (note: not anime..cartoon!) Avatar: the last air bender =D i love this cute little guy ! (that's beside justin bieber<--cute Xdd too)

Anw..Did u know the highest rated movie of all time was this show? (ok..b4 avatar came out)

The shawshank redemption (1994) i was 4..so dun expect me to have watched it.. Anw..i saw this show popping out a lot of times while looking for movies to stream online..so finally..i went to watch it today..

seriously..to me..it's like a simple version of the "Prison Break" drama~

*Huge dissapointment* Maybe..i was holding too much hope for it~Or maybe..i shouldn't expect too much from a `94 flim

Besides..there wasn't any special effects extravaganzas..no gore..no ghost..no hot babes..no actions..no guns..-.-

So there isn't anything that's giving me adrenaline rush..R u sure it's highest rated? *pui* lols

Maybe i made it sounds a little too bad..but it's not my cup of tea lar..but still~ i still love my

American drama/Movie/Reality show

Oh..Did i mention i hated Batman? (Outta all the superheros)

My X3 4ever~ Lady GaGa

My Queen~ lolololol

GMD

Zzzz...if u all have realise a few weeks ago..someone used GMDMoilin name n left some comments on the chat box in HSH's blog..i was so surprised n happy bout it till today~
When someone who left that >>>>>> in my chat box told me it can be done easily~
Afterall..it might not be true afterall~
The world is filled with lies n deceptions~

Failing me

As promised..i'm updating my chairs~
Recently, i feel so failure as a person..lols..
So failure that i dunno how to put it in words
So failure that i dun even know what to do bout it

Lols..i think people failed me so much so that i'm beginning to fail other people..
I'm even more speechless to people who have no idea that they've failed me..

反正我就是那种什么都可以不要的人

You have no idea how much i'm willing to forsake..

to savage my pride n ego that had mould me into a monster..

Don try me

And i'm begging you to stop failing me..

Before i turn myself into a hideous monster

March~

Oh man..it's been like a whole month since i last updated..anw..i'm like super duper busy..
N it takes too long for me to write a post~ i dun even have time to sleep..so please forgive me~

There's too much happening in life..n i dunno where to began with..so i shall just post my maple update instead..lols..due to the crystal event~I'm pretty much cancelling every single shedule i might have or had to hunt -.- So firstly, i have to say sorry to my lovely BLs n Guildmate for either ignoring whatever u say to me or rejecting every bossing that u guys invited me to

Crystals..is extremely important to me~lols..the rest..just needa wait till next tue when the event is over~Hopefully..by then i changed enough items for self usage

Anw..all the hard work would be paid off...by this ~ Woot~ Dun hack me pl0x~ T_T

So it's a new year~so new changes should occur~so i went to change my hair~
It's not coconut head ok! i felt in love with it when i saw our dear momo having it~
12k vip wor..heart pain pain~


Then again..it isn't fair to just change the hairfor my aran right? My NL needed a change as well~ N just coincidentally~ i saw a hair that i feel that i "diedie must have" But it's only available in lengendary saloon? OMG~ that e first hair i got when i click on it..*emo*
Then i'm so sick of it that insist that i should change it~
So tada~ after 13k cash..(which is considered lucky) i got my dream hair (currently)
N the started my obessive chair collection (obviously influence by dou)
In fact, about a month ago..i would think that chair collection are for rich people..n it ain't practical for me to do so...since i'm so poor poor poor poor poor~


Everything began with this chair~ Another one of my " diedie also must get" feeling came..n i desperately needed\wanted..it's love at first sight~ with the combination of 2 chair..special effect can be seen..dun cha think it's nice? lols

Oh..this chair came about (not in cheap price) 400m -.- that beanie convience me to get..Ok..i didn't really like the effect at first..n it's not common n known for ppl to know that there is effect on this chair~although e price rising when she force me to advertise with her everyday in fm

FrozenChant : i will sell it when it reaches 1 b~

Diao..this $$ face beanie..P/S :more chair to come at the next post~ Gtg out..late~as usual

Finish le =)

On 31st Jan 2010~ Went out to suki sushi buffet again~Hohoho~
While we're eating halfway~Bee dardar sms me to watch the 14 blade movie =p

Ok lar..it's pretty nice for me~since it got a lot of shuai ge inside..lols..besides that person u see in the poster..(which i find that he's soooooo MAN~) still got wu zhun ^^ I'm Bimbo-fied~
Anw..we catch a second movie call "hachiko"..aiyo..so boring sia..but the story is quite sad lar~The guy seating beside me was sobbing away..lols..awww..it's so rare to see guy's crying~Oh..this is beebee dardar drumstick~n she ate like what? (20% of it)? N she declare that she've finished her meal T_T so wasteful right? N she refuse to let me take any picture on it..after some mini tug oh war~ this is what i have..though it's so blury~

In conclusion : Beebee dardar --> Fan tong?

So after we reached home~ This is what happened..obviously i wasn't around that time~

*picture source is from Sleipmon* xxn~(read at own risk)

Maple wise..hohoho-.-

This is pretty much what i'm see-ing nowadays..So dun complain that u r broke..but at least u r not in debt~lols..

Random Stuff :

I came across this during my "media in america" session last week

70% of the reson why people buy single issue copies of magazine depends on the COVER

So what makes a good magazine cover:

1. Young is better than Old

2. Pretty is better than Ugly
3. Rich is better than Poor

4. Music is better than Movie

5. Movie is better than Television

6. Everything is better than a dead celebrity

Actually..there's a lot of interesting thing taught in that course~

i might post more things on it here =p

Just Updating

Well..it's not like i have nothing to write about..in fact..i have so much to say that i don't even know where to begin with..

And i decided not to comment or post any unhappy issue in my blog..
in addition, i won't allow it to turn in a portal that i tell people "stuff" whom i have no guts to say in their face~
1 thing though~people should seriously stop using "Ok lor..all my fault.."
Coz No.1..if ya trying to get sympathy..u will get zero~ at least from me~
No.2..if ya trying to carry all the blame..well..i ain't stupid enough to believe it~

So, I believe in what i saw n feel..if someone is kind and nice to me~
to my upmost effort..that person will receive the same treatment back from me..or even better~
wo shi ge you en bi bao de ren~
N do i have to say this again? i 101% positive sure that i hate liars~
why do people have to continuously step into my "bomb", and have me explode all out on them?

Well anw..my mum fell down this afternoon..zzz..i feel so speechless..
The worst thing is..she fell on her face-.- come on lar..everyone should know that it's a natural instinct to use your hands to guard n balance yourself when u fall..n NOT fall flat on your face~
It did scare the hell outta me when i saw her crying n crying...coz it's super painful<--to her
All i can say is.." BEN DAN!!" to her all that while watching her bandage herself..lols

Oh..school has started obviously..but it's been fun all this while..afterall..there's no computing!!
though the math is like ........i can't do a single shit on the tutorial~
Anw..learning is indeed fun~The process and understanding of how things work amaze me~
This is perhaps why i perfer to become an engineer over humanities~
least i did choose courses that i'm interested in =x "media in america"~
Well..math is the only thing that is same thoughout the world~i should learn to love it more~lols

Duh~i shall not bored u all out with such boring topics..after bringing my aran to 136~
Dou n i decided to start a BM~lols..n i'm starting to get serious on building jing's bs~
After all this while~i'm focusing on all my other char instead of my precious NL~
I still love my Star gang..u know who u r~hahaha~
p/s : I'm too lazy to post any pictures in here~ mb next time ..lols..

2010~2012

Lols..it's been so long since i last updated~
I mean..2010 has just started..n it hasdn't been a great one for me either~
Other than the start of a new sems in uni~ I have this over whelming feeling that things won't go well this year..which includes the powerful jinx bad omen i've been getting lately~
Seriously..it's another stage of maturing internally in my life again..lols
plus i hasnt made any plans for new year resolution~ N i have this great feeling that i'm gonna
hate this coming chinese new year..so i shall not have any high hopes on any thing..
If i can have a wish~ it would be turning back time so i can be 16 every year..lols
But then again..it's impossible..n if all goes well~
World's ending at 2012..so it's just 2 more years to go..yesh!