Right Now

This is not about Wonder Girls or Maple..it's about me..lols
I'm happy right now..at least..in this moment..
even if the future is not that bright..and filled with unknown that taking every steps is risky..

i still walk through it day by day..

because i'm treasuring now..because now is precious..
i don't need a 10 year plan..yet..lols..i need a right now plan..

and that's to be happy..even if it's to keep both eyes close to the future..

i'll still choose ..... XXX

I believe

There's a lot things i believe in actually..for example :

i believe that starbucks coffee tastes better than coffee bean
i believe that mcdonalds have better fries than the rest any other fast food outlet
i believe any food with cheese on it will taste like heaven
i also believe if i die in an accident, i will donate all my organs out
i believe i can and will go on blind rages when someone hurts me

Space-out

So i spend about 3 hours traveling to and fro from school everyday..
10 mins - to walk from home to Mrt
30 mins - For mrt to travel from sembawang to Jurong east
15 mins - To change to green line and get to Boon Lay
30 mins - to get to Bus 179 to get to school
5 mins - walk from bus stop to located class-room/lectures hall
Then same but reversed procedues back home

When it's exams period..i might spend the time on the Mrt mugging away..
However, most of the time i just listen to my Ipod and space out..
sorta like a nice timing to run through stuff/think through complicated problems or issues
Not exactly time efficient..but peak hours train are just too scary..lols
Recently..i formed a bad habit of not checking whether or not i "off" my ipod when not in use..
So it just kept on running till it's batt. flat
So half the time it dead when i wanna use it..
Then i form this new habit of listening to people's conversation..
Well..i can't sleep on the train..its just what's left to do after my ipod is dead?
I know it's rude..coz u tend to stare at the person u r listening to..lols
Ah..how i wish i can get a car...lols..but then again..i wouldn't want a car not bought by myself..

My Boring Life #9

Anyone disagree with me that window media player sucks?

When people gets bored~

People tends to get really ridiculous when they're bored..
Like me..who posted 4 post today because i had nothing to do..except the need to study..which i can keep procrastinate..lols..

Important

How important do you think you are to me?
Well, i seldom listens to what advices people have to say, because i feel that i have my own sets of thinking, and i'm seldom wrong on my choices i've made..lols..
That doesn't mean i dun think about the logic behind the advices people give..sometimes you just have to give me a moment to internalise before i can change to be a better person..

The other day.. i was telling my mum that i haven't turned 20..
She gave me a extremely shocked look and told me i looked too old =.=
Well..it's not my fault that they assume i'm already 20+
Afterall..i behaved like i'm the oldest among all my sliblings..
and i'm the only one who can handle my own financial problem..
and my face just screaming "old" out ..T_T

Anws, after reading siew's blog about wrapping present..i must say..i don't do that
The only presents i've wrapped, are those that my parents wanna gift out
Which i wrapped in unhappiness coz i can't understand what's there to hide under the wrappers since they'll know it sooner or later what that is?
Don't you think by not purchasing any wrappers much more eco-friendly? lols..
So most probably, my gifts are given out in the original plastic/papers bag i bought them in..

Plus, i seldom hand-make items..i know it's more sincere this way..but i kept having this feeling that it won't be as nice as those machined-produce items..i don't even hand-write any form or notes or cards to accompany the gifts..it's not that i'm not good in crafts..i'm pretty awesome at it actually..i just don't feel like doing it..
although..i do still prefer hand-made items..since they're more human-ish and i like to feel the warmth/effort the person have given me..

Ok..don't ask me why i dont do it..i just don't assume people to treat me back the way i treat them..or vice-versa..
it's just like i keep replying short one-worded sms-es to people..which annoys them and yet when they do it back to me..i'll feel hurt because it seems like they can't be bothered to spend more effort/time typing other content..lols..
that's why human beings are the most complicated thing on earth..

Blue Blood

When you speaks of blue blood..people always assumes it comes from aliens/monsters.
Or just avatar~ lols.. Came across this show named: blueblood ..so i thought of writing this post
Truth is..when you speaks of blue blood..i think of horse-shoe crabs~
Yes. horse shoes crab have blue blood because their blood is copper-based..
While most of our mammals blood are iron-based..which makes them red..
Iron-based blood are more efficient in carrying oxygen i suppose..

Anws..extraction of their blood is to drain it straight from their heart..
Sounds curel, but they'll survive with 2/3 of their blood left..lols..
thought there's a 10+% mortaility rate~
Their blood cost bout $15,000 per 1 qt..

Which is use to test for medical products for to test for bacteria which can be fatal to humans..
In short, be thanksful to horseshoe crab the next time you take a vaccine..
Their blood are the one that actually saved your life~