Crashed Blog~

Hmm..I think my blog crashed..swt~
I couldn't upload any picture or change colour for the word..basically..the whole roll of task bar dissappeared..and i have no idea how to fix it..
This is the reason why i haven been updating any post in the past few weeks..i totally sian half when i login to this acct n see a big big flaw inside..roar!!

Oh well..i'll just make do with what i have now ba..for those who still cares to read my blog :)
Which i have no idea who still does anyway~ whatever..lifes too stressful to care for such small matter~
Life's been good for me this few months~ got a job~ earn some $$..bought some stuff which i craved for so long~ It's really rare that i'll spend so much on myself..lols~ OkOk..let me contain my excitement first~ i bought myself!! A Full Season set of "Grey's Anatomy" Season 1-4~
It really mean a lot to me~ i've been catching this series for years~ now i can it for life~ yeahyeah xD Well..i bought myself another book series call " house of night" as well~
It's pretty entertaining for me ar..partly due to it's fantansy storyline bout vampire..or rather vampyre in their case..anw..it's like harry potter + twilight add together~ a little romance from twilight~ n a little fantasy from harry potter~Those books are pretty good for me..except for the part that my favourite character turns out to be the big bad guy(girl)._.Oh..i really like vampire..and i have no idea why..lols..i'll be obsessed wit vampire stuff~story~anime~books~etcetc..don't look at me like i'm some freak pl0x..=S

Now..here's the bad part..ok..i'm not trying to say that my driving instructor is a bad teacher or something~
But seriously..i think he needs to go for anger management courses..zzz..Not like he dares to scold me or what~ He just Nags way too much..really..till the point i really wanna push him down the car n roll the tires over him!!
Well..sometimes he doesn't nag in a nice tone ok~ it's not my fault other cars are blocking the way~ There's not need to vent his frustration on my mistakes right? Btw..once he starts nagging~ he dun stop for the next hour or so~Argh!! He ask me WHY? i made a mistake..How am i suppose to know why? IF i was able to know why..i won't need him to teach me alr..isn't self taught better? Diao~He's totally being IRRITATING!!
Ok..mb i was the one that requires anger management..to be able to tolerate ppl's NAGGING!!

Anw~i can't upload any picture! So it'll just be words n words~ it's 3 weeks worth of complains to grumble bout~ Oh..i Just made my lampion n lvl twice~ Lols~ NPNT~ But can't upload~ oh well~

OH YA!! Schools officially starting..Next Week~ N Last week was still having some "school-starting" blues..sobs.. Mostly due to the fact that i needa change n adapt into a new environment~Best of all..it's filled with CHINA people T-T..Anw..Dou dun read my blog (her reason is because i'm being fine recently..so she doesn't check my blog to update herself on what's going on in my emo-self..lols..)So she won't get offended by what i write~ Btw..i dun really like indian/malay/christian/bagala~/china people~ I'm a racist..so? lalala~ of coz they are exceptions made to a certain few..who seems to be my good buddies~

Plus plus..whee~whahaha..i've bought~
3 new pairs of shoes~ ( a sneaker, a sandal, a semi-formal flat heels)
7 new sets of clothes~ ( coz there's 7 days per week )
2 new bag~ ( one for school, one for outting )
A new Baby G Transparent strap watch~ It's beautiful!! -.-Ok..the watch was a gift from my parents~ although my older $5 watch was working fine..
They say..i need a decent watch for my age~ it doesn't cost a lot..$100+ only
But i really appreciates their thought..n it's pretty meaningful to me~
It's a sign showing that they treated me as an adult alr~
though the..part of getting home everyday still stands~ and the part where they'll start calling after 11pm..lols
Well..i trusted our security more than they do..

Hmm..i took the QET today..the question i wrote an essay about is this "Friends are poor role model.Do your agree?" Lols..it reminds me of how i almost took up smoking months ago~ Fine..i wasn't really in a great shape..emotionally lar~ Seems like i've been through a lot this year~ No pain, No gain right?
Just that i remember luoluo telling me that when he smokes..his mind will go blank~ kinda releases his troubles~ I was super ulimate tempted to try~ plus..in the end..i thought if i ever got addicted..how am i suppose to pay so much for it..heyz..i'm not willing to give $10+ for 20 sticks to last me "who knows how long"..Great Job to the high tobacco taxes!! Lols..least i'm not smoking now ar..=X
Actually..Dou told me if i really needa take something up..she would want me to be a alcoholic rather than a smoker..Lols!! Coz she mention that smoking is 100% harmful..but alcohol can be good for your body at times~
Then again..alcohol..high,high,way high calories for some drinks._.
it just equates to fat,fat,way fat yiyi in the end~ Lols..so end up..i nv took up any~
Ok fine..i'm not dump enough to harm my ownself now ok..i do really take care de..least for now onwards lar
No matter how emotionally unstable i might be~I'll grease my Body well enough to keep it functioning normally~
the method..一哭 二闹 三上吊 is a nono usage in my case..i'm a strong woman~Lols

I always felt that i am indeed,a strong woman/lady? o.O..whatever~ I've strong pride~ Strong sense of equailty between sexes~ N i hate egoistic Male species..lols (not as much as liars though =P)

Oh..you've hear this sentense right..those who mind dun matters..those who matters dun mind~
Ok fine..i shall come clean here..more like come out of the closet~Lols..
I mean..quite a good handful of my friends knew alr~ Now i'm just making this public~
Actually..i've been telling the truth out recently~ not hiding or running away from it~
I always thought it's complicated..but..you just have to accept who i am~
though i understand that there are consequences to my actions..some that i'm pretty unwilling to accept and face-.- Argh!! I have long hair ok..i'm not really a butch though i dun wear skirt..lols~
I'm not really pretty but i'm friendly~ I'm cute n funny as well..blekx (self complimenting lar)
Hmm..how should i say~ i accepts anyone into my life..n i go purely by my feeling~
So if it happens that someone i like is a female~ i'll still go ahead with it..
What i need is a emotional link rather than physical requirements..i know it sounds prefectly fine..
But Somehow these qualities i needed..will be found on someone that happens to be a female at times..
N i dun feel like constraining my feelings due to physical barrier the "society" can't cross over~
I think my parents knew something bout it alr~ Haiz..i'm still working on this part!!
Those who knew are pretty cool with me~ It's as though nothing has happen..lols
Seriously..i dun like it when people are afraid of who i am..not that there is lar..
just that they tend to assume that i have intentions on them when i really really dun have ._.
p/s: it's the female ones that will do this..lols..just because i might like girls..doesn't mean u should take pre-caution on me..i might flirt..i might tease a lot..but my intentions are white clean please~
Oh..There's a part where..i will never fall for any of my friends..that i should emphasize on..
It's the truth..lols~ Anw..still the same thing ar..single but unavailable~lalala~