Day 6 n 7

I've alr known the future n all my predictions are coming true..should have known all these will never work out..but I still holds on to hope that it will be ok in the end..I feels like I'm grabbing on to emptiness as time passes..it feels like u preferred e taste of freedom than to be bound by me..so when u r "mending your ways" n being "temporary unavailable"..I'm just "healing my wounds" n "letting go"..I feel it's hopeless to ask someone to change so much..I just dun think ur love for me is that deep enough for u to do so anyway..I dun have e faith in you that I used to have..I dun have e belief that u will change for me anymore..I sorta just stop believing in you generally..I think you kinda failed me too much..lol..at 1 point..I just stop hoping for changes from you..coz nth major happened b4 so I doubt it'll suddenly happen now..just saying..e longer this is..e more faith I lose in you..that's just how the way things should work