Jealousy

Jealousy is an emotion!

Okay..maybe define as negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety.

Most probably due to a insecure feeling of losing something which is important to them

such as realtionship/friendship/love etcetc

To me..it usually feels like a combination of anger and saddness D:

I think i confuses envy with jealousy at times..envy is more like wanting something i don't have..while jealousy is more like the fear of losing something you have..

Now that i think back..hmm..i feel that i'm a horrible person._.

When someone receives more "happiness" than i do..i get this very bad feeling that i should deserve it too..instead of giving them my best wishes n congratulate them deep down inside..i'll start to get into a moody + bad mood for a while coz i knew very clearly that it's impossible for it to happen=.=....haiz..what a bad personality i have._.

but oh well..life isn't fair to begin with..so it sorta doesn't matter to me now? *i hope* haven experience that kind of feeling in a while~ So ..erm..Best wishes to all^^

okay..I mean looking at the defination..afraid of losing what u have,doesn't make jealousy such a bad word afterall?!

If you sense a strong smell of jealousy over certain stuff..also indicates that you treasure that something a lot..

Then, the more one should work harder to maintain that kind of relationship right?

Yes..i do get jealous..

I can get nonchalant bout things around me if i wanted to..but i choose not to anyway..